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Pain

pain...it's really the only thing that makes my life feel real. It's the only way I know I'm still alive. I haven't felt anything else in so long. All of the hope I once had has withered away. There's no rescue coming, they all think I'm dead. Except for him, Ron. The man I thought I loved, who I thought loved me back. He saw them drag me away, alive. But I know he didn't tell the others that. I was barley conscious when they dragged me away, from the bloody battlefield. But I saw him, grinning evilly. In that instance, my heart shattered. But that was months ago, I think. I've been in this cell for so long.

It's hard to separate the days.

I can hear someone coming, it's Lucius again. The men here love to humiliate me. The disgusting Mudblood. They rape me, over, and over again. When they're done, they laugh and spit at me. But I've learned to live with it, it is all I know now.

Someone else is coming, it's Bellatrix. Bella isn't as bad as the others. She sneaks me food sometimes, my captures only give me enough food so that I don't starve to death. Today she holds something small wrapped in cloth. She hands puts it into my shacking hands and quickly leaves. I unwrap the cloth carefully, in it is shard of glass.

I know I can never go back, and so does Bella. Everything I've seen, and everything they've done to me. I could never convert back into society. I swiftly shove the glass into my heart. I slowly fall against the rough concrete wall. Finally, no more pain.