A/N: Well hello there! As you can tell I've officially started my first multi chapter fanfic! WHOO HOO! I'll start by giving you a short intro…
Hence the title, this will be a fifty chapter long fic and every chapter will be a song so italics are lyrics
Even though the title is a parody of "Fifty Shades Of Grey" this will not be a smutty fic… be thankful though since my smut would probably be awkward…
DISCLAIMER: I do not own DRRR! Or and of its characters nor do I own any of the songs used in this fic… ENJOY!

I can taste your kiss on my lips

It had just been ONE time…

And I'm wrapped around your finger tips
So why was he so affected by it?

As I watch the moonlight dancing on your skin

Your red eyes and the sweet sweet night

Go to my head boy every time
And I get drunk on you

Shizuo was so pissed at himself for acting so stupid. He had done the one thing he never thought he would ever do… he FUCKED the DAMN FLEA!

I lose control and then

And here I go again

And he had enjoyed it! Now as Shizuo sat alone in his apartment, he sensed a new emotion arising. It wasn't hate though… hell it wasn't even anger…

I'm falling for you even though I know your only playing with my heart

Tomorrow might be hell

Shizuo might not be the sharpest tool in the shed but he did know that he had developed feelings for the informant… He also knew that this was nothing more than a game to Izaya and to expect anything more than a couple nights of fun was naive

But a night or two of loving you is better than never at all

And I can't help myself
Shizuo had developed feelings for Izaya and he was willing to suffer as long as it meant a couple more times with the raven haired man.

So I'll just hold on

Until your gone
If Shizuo got another time with Izaya he would feel lucky but he highly doubted that would happen…

Boy I know you're a free soul

And I'm just a stop along your road

And you hang around long enough to blow my mind
Izaya would never feel the same way and Shizuo knew it. In fact, the flea was probably at home laughing it up and playing with that stupid board of his…

If I had a star for every scar

You scratched across me

I could fill up the midnight sky
This simply didn't make any sense… they hated each other! Izaya had always made Shizuo's life hell and, in return, got a few vending machines thrown at him

So boy I don't know why

I'm falling for you even though I know your only playing with my heart

Tomorrow might be hell

But a night or two of loving you is better than never at all

And I can't help myself

I'll just hold on

Till your gone
He couldn't believe it… he had actually fallen for the flea! The one man he swore he hated was now the only thing he wanted…

Every time you leave I take it hard

Seeing you go just breaks my heart

But don't care

I'll just hold on

Till your gone
Shizuo cursed himself for acting like a teenage girl but he couldn't help it… the flea did things to him that he had never known he was missing…

I'm falling for you even though I know your only playing with my heart

Tomorrow might be hell

But a night or two of loving you is better than never at all

And I can't help myself
"IT WAS JUST ONE TIME GET OVER IT!" he screamed to no one but himself

Your red eyes and that sweet sweet night

Go to my head boy every time

But I don't care

He had to push these feelings aside let Izaya go

I'll just hold on

But deep down he knew he was lying to himself…

Till your gone

Ok so that wasn't exactly great but I mainly just wanted to establish the fact that they had done it and that Shizuo was obviously more emotional than Izaya…

Normally, I will probably be posting a new chapter each week (depending on reviews mwahahahahha) but I think chapter two will be coming soon so I can redeem myself from this one! Please follow or review!

Ps this song is called "I'll Just Hold On" by Blake Shelton and I obviously changed lyrics to fit the scenario so don't freak out!