MY LIFE
After a long and tiring day, he finally got back home. His clothes were fully wet due to extreme sweating. So he decided to take shower first, as this is the best way of draining out the feeling of weariness. He moved toward washroom and after 10 minutes came back in living room. He opened the window and threw himself in the couch ,staring at sky .Cold wind was touching eyes and face ,it felt like as they were massaging his face. .this was most relaxing moment and he didn't even realize when he fell asleep.
-Quiet and secluded road with forest on both side.. cry of begging for staying alive was echoing in the air and forest ,accompanied by cruel laughter of five people with gun and face covered with mask..at gun point was three victims: man, woman and 6 years old child. And then sound of three gun shot ..
He jerked up from the couch , breathing heavily and shivering, his forehead was sweating. He tried to calm himself and after few minutes , he moved toward kitchen, opened the refrigerator , took out a bottle of water , and drank it in order to quench his thirst .he sat in the couch..tears forming in eyes, he covered his face with his palms to control himself ,but it was uncontrollable.. something that he cannot ignore.. a pain that increases every single minutes of the day..a regret ..a feeling of being so unfortunate.. of being so lonely .and a pain of losing someone closer to him . he was raising a pain that cannot be described in words..a pain that forces him to think and admit that he is world's most unlucky person.
"Papa" he said .. his voice expressing the pain and how low he is feeling..
"kaash abhi aap yaha hote,mere paas" tears rolled down from his cheeks "kash mein apko hug karsakta aur apse mere dil ke baat share kar " and he couldn't complete the sentence as his tears and emotions were not allowing him to speak..
And he stands up, moves toward window and stares at sky .Memories flashes in front of his eyes..
Flashback - He was sitting beside window with tears in his eyes.. a man came and sat beside him, asking him why he is crying. He hugs the man and starts crying even louder..The man separates the little boy from hug, and makes him sit in front of him and asks him again, the boy says that he had learned that when children grows up their parents die and he start rubbing his eyes..the man smiles and hugged him..And tells him that whatever he had learned is right and every single person in the world has to die one day..the boy hugged the man again more tightly and said that he won't let him go anywhere because if that man dies he will be alone and lonely.. the man laughs and says that it is rules of life and everyone have to follow it..then he separates from hug..and the man points his finger toward the sky and told the little boy that when the man will die ,he will become a star and he will be with the boy always..and he can share whatever he wants to.
Flashback ends..
His every memory reminds him of father. he misses his father a lot, as he was the only one he had in the whole world… his best friend.. his playing partner , his everything.. maybe he have dozens of friends now.. but no know can take his father's place. He feels lucky sometimes because he have a friend who considers him as his brother and had risked his own life several times for saving him.. His best friend is most important person in his life after his father .he too have the same feeling, he too don't know who his parents were. Both have the same regret but their feelings are different. Because he know something that nobody in the world now knows.. a bitter truth.. and a hope.. He know that he won't get good result but he is the one who never quits , he is the one who knows to find ways to solve problem. And he will not quit..After all his Cid's one of the most intelligent and important officer, without whom Cid is incomplete…
Something strikes his mind ,he takes his car key and moved toward his car. And start driving .. after 15 minutes or so , he reaches his destination.. his old house. A house where he had spent his childhood .. a house that have both happy and sad memories.. he stopped at the door.. because he knew that he would not be able to control himself if he enter inside.. but he also knew that, he can find something in this house.. maybe a clue that could lead him to find what the truth is.. and without wasting any more time he opened the door.. the house was fully dark , and he couldn't find the light switch so he turned on the torch light.. and the first thing he spotted with torch light was that man's photo ,his father's photo..
Flashback- In hospital
A old man was lying in hospital bed. A 17 years old boy was sitting beside that old man, holding his hand..old man knew that he won't be alive for long so he decided to share the biggest truth of his life with the boy beside him. And the man started talking with that boy
" beta" man said..paused to get boy's attention toward him. " shayed mere jinne ka waqt khatam hogaya hai..par main bohot khush-nasib hoon kyun ki mujhe tum jesa beta milla .pata nahi main apne zimadari thik se nibha paya hoon ya nahi , par tumne mere life mein akar,mujhe jene ka naya waja diya, har lamha mujhe special mehsos karvaya"
"papa ,yeh app kya bolrahe hai?" boy asked the man with teary eyes " papa batein baad mein bhi hoskate hain ,abhi app araam kijiye"
" nahi beta ajj mujhe bolne de" man continues.. "mere zindagi ka sabse bara sach main marne se pehle tumhe bolna chahta hoon." He paused for a moment and continues " sage beta na hoone ke bawajod tumne mujhe itna pyar aur izzat diya, mere zindagi ko pura kiya".he stop seeing the questioning eyes of that boy
"ye ..yeh app kya bolrahe hai papa" boy stuttered
" ye sach hain beta" man said with persuasive tone. " tum 6 saal ke the jab tum mujhe mille the" man closes his eyes to avoid eye contact with that boy "jo sapna tumhe ata tha wo sirf ek sapna nahi hai balki hakikat hai" tears rolled down from his eyes " wo dono tumhare mata pita hain aur wo baccha tum ho"
The boy start crying,he could not believe that the man whom he loved more than himself is not his real father.
" toh appne mujhe yeh sab pehle kyun nahi bataya" he asked the man.
" mein darr gaya tha ki agar tumhe pata chala toh tumhare jaan ko bhi khatra hosakta hain . main tumhare mata pita ko toh bacha nahi paya par tumhe kuch nahi hone de sakta tha" man continues "main janta hoon ki yeh sab suneke baat tum mujhse nafrat karne lagoge"
"nahi papa" boy said "ye sab jane ke baad to mere apke liye izzat aur badhgayi hai..saga pita na hoone ke bawajood apne mujhe itna pyaar diya, mere haar iccha pura kiya ..agar apke jaga koi aur hota toh shayed main ajj yaha nahi hota.. shayed mein zinda hi nahi hota" he said with teary eyes.
" mujhse ek promise karoge beta" man asked the boy
"kaise promise papa" he asked looking at him
"tum apne parhayi pe dhyan doge aur mere sapne ko sach karoge" he continues " ab itna selfish toh main ho hi sakta hoon na? he said changing his tone of voice .
" haan papa" boy said with smiling lightly " main apke sapna zaroor pura karoonga ..I promise"
( Man smiles .. and it was his last conversation with the boy.. those was his last words before dying)
Flashback ends..
And then he starts searching for clues..
Hi friends how are you all? And how was the chap? Can you guess who the boy is? Do let me know who the boy is and how was the chap.. and should I continue it? And silent reader pls review at least say yes or no.. I will be glad to fulfill your wish Bye .Take care..