Rin's house was full of people. At least everyone knew everyone. There was some background music playing as people chatted. Nagisa Sat on the couch, watching everyone. Every now and then he'd laugh to someone's joke or story. But he couldn't stop staring at one particular person that night.

Rin Matsuoka.

Rin. The red headed, shark toothed man with a daring personality. He was across the room, sitting on the floor with Souske, Makoto and Haru. They were all drinking shots of vodka while telling embarrassing stories. Nagisa, Rei, Gou and Ai decided to sit out as they did their thing. Rei was chatting with Ai about some science stuff. Nagisa was alone, and that was okay. He liked to be alone sometimes, even if he sometimes was the life of the party. He could sit where he was and stare at Rin's masculine tones.

His daydream was cut off as Rin stumbled to his feet, laughing about something ridiculous. Haru stood back up and kept him balanced. "Rin...Rin you're, you're drunk." He told him.

Rin brushed it off and laughed again."Yeah, 'kay sure." He slurred.

Nagisa stood up and wrapped Rin's arm around his petite shoulders. "I've got him." He said with a small smile. "I'll take him to bed."

Nagisa lead Rin out of the living room and down the hallway towards his bedroom. Rin was shuffling as he walked, smiling and chuckling lowly to himself every now and then. . .which would scare the shit out of Nagisa every time. Once they made it to the bedroom, Rin turned to Nagisa and grabbed his wrists. Nagisa didn't say anything, but just stood there.

Suddenly, he was thrown onto the bed. Rin, who was now mounted on top of the blonde boy, was smiling. He lowered his head to Nagisa's neck and nuzzled it. Nagisa flinched, but also buckled his hips upwards. Rin took this moment to start leaving kisses on Nagisa. The boy just laid there, letting it happen.

He was happy that this was finally happening. But it did feel right.

Nagisa pushed off Rin and sat up. "Rin, what the hell?" He said. "Why did you do that?" He asked the red headed man.

He shrugged. "I don't know..." He said before laying down on the bed.

Nagisa, feeling bad for some reason, decided to lay down next to him. They stared into each others eyes for a while before they kissed. Nagisa just stayed where he was as Rin started to shift his body. The blonde watched as Rin was taking off his shirt, and whipping it across the room. Nagisa's heart was racing. Rin turned back at the short boy and started to lean in again. Nagisa placed and hand on his chest, stopping him. "I-I'm sorry." Nagisa said to him. Rin seemed confused by the blondes actions. "I don't...I don't like sex." He told him with a small sympathetic smile.

Rin stared at him before nodding. "I'm fine with that." He responded, laying back down on the bed. Nagisa waited a moment before finally shifting his body towards Rin. He tried to cuddle into him as Rin laid on his back. The red head must have noticed, because he shifted himself to face Nagisa. He wrapped an arm around the petite boy. Nagisa breathed in Ron's sweet scent as they lied together, their limbs a tangled mess.

After what seemed like forever, Rin was sound asleep. Nagisa slowly inched away from Rin and rolled around so his back was towards him. He slowly rolled off the bed, hoping not to make too much noise. Before Rin could wake up, Nagisa tip-toed out of the room and back into the living room. Rei noticed, as he fixed his glasses. "Welcome Back Nagisa." He greeted. "What happened in there? It's been twenty minutes." Rei asked the blonde curiously.

Nagisa's face became a reddish colour as eyes fell of him. He shrugged and sat down next to Gou. "He wouldn't go to bed." He said, some what the truth.

Gou faced him to say something, until she furrowed her eyebrows. The girl placed her fingers on Nagisa's neck. "Whoa Nagisa. You have a hickey!" She laughed as she kept prodding him.

The blonde boys face turned redder as he swatted her hand away from his neck. "Yes, Rin got a little...sexual. But I stopped him before he could do anything else." He truthfully told his friends. They all blinked at him. Nagisa sighed. "Just, don't tell Rin that he did this okay?" He pleaded the group.

Everyone nodded in agreement as Nagisa Sat back down on the couch. He leaned back and stared everyone down. "So, what now?"


The blonde boy woke up on the couch, some of his friends still passed out on the floor. Last night was awesome. The group of people haven't been together like this in ages. It was good to have them over. Nagisa looked at the clock that hung on the wall. '12:30 pm.' It read.

He slowly sat up and stretched, only to fall back down on the couch. He wanted to go back to bed. Suddenly, there was a noise from behind him. Nagisa jumped in his spot and turned to see a red headed man shuffle through the living room, clutching his head. Nagisa chuckled. "How's the hangover Rin?" He asked him, a small smile forming.

Rin stared at him and blinked. "I have a question." He responded.

Nagisa's heart began to thump hard. He swallowed and nodded. "Yeah?"

The red haired boy took a moment before speaking. "Did we...did we do anything at all last night?" He asked the blonde. Nagisa shook his head. Rin slowly nodded and turned towards the kitchen, his back to Nagisa. After the awkward silence, Rin turned to him again. "If we didn't do anything. . . Then why do you have a hickey?" He said suspiciously.

He shrugged. "Makoto got too clingy to me last night."

Run chuckled and nodded. "Okay." He said, finally taking some tablets. "You know that I'd never look at you in that way you know right?" He asked the blonde, sipping his water.

Nagisa felt as if his heart had broke into two. Rin, his first love, is denying that he'd never like him. Nagisa forced a small laugh along with a believable smile. "Yeah, I know." He said, tears forming in his eyes. "I know. . ."


A/N: omfg another one shot...unless you all want a second part or something. But this I thought of in Math class, and typed the whole thing in study hall. And omfg Poor Nagisa, he'll be fine...probably

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