~Snow Message~
=Falling Falling Snow=
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I always never thought that we'll end up like this.
Yeah, we met in a sunny nice day…
But we ended apart in a cold snowy day…
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I always never thought that everything will change..
But, here I'm..
I'm alone in this cold bench…
In this park..
All alone …
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We're not supposed to be together…
Our cruel fate..
Maybe, it'll be better if never meet..
But, I can't say it..
There's no way that I can say it to you..
Nor to make it.. to make myself believe it…
I can't lie to my feelings and to you..
Not anymore..
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The tears that were falling down from your eyes..
Piercing my heart like a knife..
Even right now…
The pain hasn't gone…
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The snow is falling and falling down..
Like it looks like it will keep falling for eternity,,,
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You…
Who were crying..
Opened your mouth..
"I'm sorry..", you said it..
Those words slid out from your lips…
Ne, Rin…
Why you were apologizing?
Why your eyes have that pained looks?
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Ne, Rin…
The one who should apologizing is me..
I'm the one who started this story…
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I'm sorry…
I'm sorry…
I'm sorry!
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Maybe, I know from the very start that things won't be the way I want to be…
But, I lied to myself.
And it ended up to hurt the both of us..
I'm a liar…
I'm too selfish…
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You opened your mouth again…
"Sayonara…"
Yeah..
Maybe from the very start..
I know...
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Those…
"I want to treasure our memories together!"
"I won't let go ..." promise…
I made them…
Cause I'm scared there'll be the time we'll apart..
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Now.…
It's really happening..
We…
Really do so..
You turned your backs and walks away..
In every little steps you took..
I heard your sobs…
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I'm a pathetic boy..
Aren't I, Rin?
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As I was staring your back, as you leave…
My tears started pouring down…
Do you remember, Rin?
The days that we have spends..
Changing seasons so fast, aren't they?
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Your heart warming smile…
Your stubborn childish attitude…
Your soft laughing voice…
Every single trace about you…
They're still remaining in my heart…
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You were amongst the crowd of people..
I want to say it..
"Don't go…"
But, it only turns into snowflakes…
I myself..
Also shocked when I found out the truth..
We're the two pole of a magnet.
We're one..
But, we're apart…
Yeah…
You're my twin.
We're twins.
I'm sorry…
If, I've never confess to you…
Maybe.. this won't be happening…
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Those rainbow colors days...
Now... only be my fragments of memories...
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Ne, Rin..
Would you grant me my last selfish request?
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Please…
If you go to a far far away place…
And will never meet me again…
It's just one simple wish of me…
"Don't forget about me…"
###-Kagamine Len-###