Hi everyone! I know I haven't updated in a while. Ire-read Nine Months and wasn't really happy with it, so I'm re-writing it. I'm going to try to write the whole story form Wufei's POV. I hope you like it.

Disclaimer: Do you really think I own GW? Didn't think so.

Nine Months Revised

Chapter 1

Nothing in my life is ever the way it should be. Somehow or another I always manage to make a mess out of things. I was meant to marry Merian, yet I couldn't protect her. I was supposed to protect my clan; instead I watched as it was destroyed. I was supposed to be a warrior and instead I wish to be a scholar.

Now when I thought my life was finally starting to make sense this happens. It was suppose to be just Treize and myself. During the war we had a sort of kinship. When the war ended nearly three years ago we became closer. It was only a little over a year ago that our relationship became more than just friendship. Even so we were not intimate until just a few short months ago. It was then that I lost my virginity to Treize.

Now I don't know what will happen. I never even suspected this could happen.

I suppose I should explain I've never been prone to illness, but lately I have been exhausted and ill. Nausea wakes me most mornings. As a rule I hate hospitals. They always smell of antiseptics and disinfectants. That combined with the cold, sterile atmosphere tends to bring back memories I would rather forget. It took nearly thee weeks of being ill before I let Treize talk me into seeing a doctor. Even then I refused to let him come with me. He has enough to do without worrying about me. I didn't actually go to a hospital, but rather I went to the infirmary here at Preventer's Headquarters. If I absolutely must see a doctor then I will go to one I trust, Sally Po.

After running and rerunning several tests, Sally asked to do an ultrasound of my abdomen. My first thought was I had a tumor or cancer of some sort. I wasn't even close. A child. I'm carrying a child. I'm a nineteen year old male carrying a child.

I never knew exactly what Dr. O did to me. I had many treatments and several surgeries during my training, but I never even thought about what they were for. I assumed they were to make me stronger, and faster. Never did I imagine that one of those surgeries was to implant a womb.

Now I'm here trying to find a way to face Treize. Sally said I should go home, but I stayed anyway. If I went home I'd spend all day worrying about what to tell Treize. At least here I can attempt to distract myself with work.

I manage to do at least finish some of the work on my desk. When five o'clock comes I still have no idea what to tell Treize. Most days I go from work to his house, but today I go back to my apartment instead. I don't spend a lot of time at my apartment. I practically live with Treize. The apartment is really only for when he's out of town and I don't want to stay alone in a huge house.

Looking around my apartment I notice how empty it looks. Most of my belongings have migrated over to Treize's house over time. He is everything to me.

It's starting to get late. He'll probably call soon to make sure I'm okay. I once passed out from blood loss after a mission, and now he insists on calling to check on me anytime I don't go to his house after work.

At that moment the phone starts to ring. I stare at it for a moment then I get up and slowly walk over to answer it.

"Hello."

"Fei, is everything okay?" He sounds worried.

"I'm fine Treize. I'll be over later tonight." I'm not fine, but I manage to sound calm anyway. Years of hiding emotion from the people around me makes it easy to fake being okay. After hanging up I just stand beside the phone for several minutes. If I don't go over to Treize's house then he'll come over here. Usually I don't mind him being overprotective despite the fact that I can take care of myself. Today I wish he would back off.

I have to face him eventually; may as well get it over with. I almost want to call Treize back and say I'm staying here tonight, but I would have to come up with a good reason why.

I walk out of my apartment and lock the door behind me. I force myself to go the speed limit and resist the urge to slow down on the way to Treize's house.

It's then that I realize that I'm going to need a new car. I can't drive a motorcycle while pregnant. The reality of the situation begins to catch up with me. I can't be a field agent anymore. I can't drive a motorcycle anymore. I can't do martial arts. I can't practice with my sword. I'll barely be able to walk in a few months, much less do most any activity.

I'm so lost in thought that I almost miss the fact that the car in front of me has stopped. I barely manage not to hit it.

I make sure to watch the road the rest of the drive to Treize's house. When I arrive I sit outside for several minutes before pulling myself together and walking up to the door. Treize has told me several times that I don't need to knock, but I do anyway.

When Treize answers the door I try to calm myself, but I'm nervous and tense and I know he notices. I can't help but flinch when he reaches out to me.

"Why don't you relax in the living room. I'll get you something to eat since I know you didn't eat dinner." I flush slightly and walk into the living room. I often tend to become focused on what I'm doing and forget to eat especially when there's no one around to remind me.

When Treize walks into the room he sets a tray in front of me then sits beside me and takes his own plate. He must have cooked it earlier and just reheated it. It rather surprised me when I found out he likes to cook. He always seemed so far above domestic things.

"Are you finished?" His voice pulls me back to reality and I realize that I haven't moved in several minutes. I nod and let him take the tray out from in front if me.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I know he won't force me to talk if I don't want to, but I have to tall him sometime and hiding won't make it any better.

"I went to see Sally today."

"And did she find out why you've been sick?" I study the floor while I try to think of a way to tell Treize that his MALE lover is pregnant.

"Fei, what did Sally tell you?"

"I'm…I…during my training Dr. O had several surgeries performed on me."

"Wufei what did she say." I'm staring at the floor trying my best not to look at him. He's concerned now, but will he still be when I tell him?

"Wufei…" He's going to find out eventually anyway. If I don't tell him now things will just be worse later.

"I'm pregnant." I'm watching him out of the corner of my eye and I see his face harden.

"This isn't a joke Wufei." I nearly flinch away but force myself not to.

"If you don't believe me then call Sally." I keep my eyes firmly on the floor not willing to face Treize while he's upset with me. Treize has little tolerance for practical jokes where one's health is concerned.

Without saying anything more he gets up and walks out of the room. There's little
I can do to stop the tears that fall.

I know I've screwed this up now too. Treize could have anyone he chose. I never really understood why he would want to spend his life with me. I've seen the looks on people's faces telling me that they're thinking the same thing. Why would someone as perfect as Treize ever want to be with a screw up like me?

I freeze a pair of strong arms suddenly wraps around me. I never heard Treize come back into the room.

"Don't cry Fei. I'm sorry I didn't believe you." I can feel my heart racing. I expected him to come tell me to leave, not try to comfort me. Slowly the tears stop and I find myself held firmly against Treize's chest.

"I'm sorry." My words are muffled against his chest, but I know he heard me.

"Did you know this could happen?" I shake my head and start to pull away from Treize. He won't let me up. I'm held securely where I am in his lap.

"But I…I could…get rid of it." I force myself to say it, but I know that if I were to terminate this child I would be devastated. I've never wanted a child, but now that I'm faced with one I want to keep it.

"Is that what you want?" I glance at Treize briefly then shake my head.

"I'm sorry." I can feel tears threatening to fall again. If I have to choose between my child and Treize I don't know what I'll do.

"You have nothing to be sorry for. You haven't done anything wrong." I look up at him startled.

"But…I'm…" Treize smiles at me seemingly amused at my inability to form any kind of sentence.

"I've always loved children, but I was resigned to never having children of my own. Being gay usually makes that rather difficult. You're telling me that being able to have my own children with then man I love is a bad thing?"

I can only stare at him. He wants to have children with me. It doesn't upset him that I'm screwed up in every possible way. That nothing about me will ever be normal?"

"I love you silly dragon." That amused smile is back on his face again. Slowly I begin to relax again. All the worrying has worn me out.

"Love you." I say the words just as I begin to drift off into sleep.

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The first thing I notice when I wake up is I'm not in the living room anymore. Treize must have carried me into the bedroom because I have no memory of walking here. I'm lying with my back against him and his arms wrapped around me holding me against him. I can tell by his breathing that he's still asleep. Any other day he would already be awake, but today's Saturday so neither of us has work.

Usually I would just stay cuddled against him enjoying the touch, but today a sudden bout of nausea has me in the bathroom in short order. As I empty my stomach of its little contents I feel Treize kneel beside me and pull my hair out of my face. He rubs soothing circles on my back until the nausea has passed.

"Feel better?" I nod slightly and sit with my back against the tub until my stomach has settled completely. I hear Treize flush the mess. Treize gently pulls me to my feet then I feel a cup of water being pressed into my hand. I gratefully wash the disgusting taste out of my mouth.

"Come on. Let's go get you something to eat." I don't bother to argue. Despite having just thrown up, I am rather hungry.

Once in the kitchen I am sit on one of the bar stools and watch as Treize starts to pull things out of the fridge.

"Anything you particularly want?"

"Strawberry pancakes." I don't even think about my answer. I've been wanting strawberry pancakes for a while.

I watch as Treize goes about preparing the pancakes along with several other breakfast foods.

Breakfast is a quiet affair, but it's a comfortable silence. When we're both finished the dishes go into the sink, and somehow I end up in Treize's lap on the couch.

"You realize that we need to talk." I knew this was coming, but I wish it wasn't. After hearing what I have to say Treize could decide that I really am just a screw up.

"Wufei you need to relax. Calm down." I try to relax, but I can't.

"Yesterday you said Dr. O had had several surgeries performed on you." I nod briefly.

"I didn't know what the surgeries were for. He never told me and I never bothered to ask. I assumed they were to make me a better soldier. I…apparently I was wrong about at least one of the surgeries. There…I have an implanted womb from one of the surgeries. Dr. O never told me. I didn't know until I went to see Sally."

I stop talking and stare at the floor. I don't even know what was done to my own body. I now know what one of the surgeries was for, but what about the others. All my training records were lost when L5 was destroyed. I have no way of finding out what all was done to me.

"Wufei…We're going to Sally first thing Monday. I want Sally to exam you thoroughly." My head jerks back to look at him. He said we. He's coming with me?

"I love you Wufei. Nothing is going to change that." I feel the tension drain out of me. Treize doesn't think I'm a screw up. He won't leave me.

For several hours we don't move. We stay cuddled in the couch and just talk. I feel more relaxed than I have in weeks.

It's afternoon when a knock at the door makes Treize get up. I stay where I am sitting comfortably on the couch.

"Hey Wu! What are you doing lazing around! You said you would come rock-climbing with us today remember!" I stare at Duo for a few moments before I realize that he's right. Today is the day I was suppose to go rock-climbing.

I start to reply then stop. I can't go rock-climbing! What if I fall, what if there's a rockslide! There's a thousand things that could go wrong.

"Wu? Are you okay? You look really pale all of a sudden." I look at Duo and try to think of a reason not to go without actually telling him why. I can't tell him yet. I just can't.

"He's been rather ill recently. Perhaps it's better if he stays here for today." Duo glances back at Treize then back at me.

"You've been sick? Why didn't you tell us? Quat's gonna flip when he finds out you're sick." I shrug not really sure what to say.

"Alright I'll let you off this time, but next time you had better tell us if you're getting sick." Something must have told Duo there was more than what we were telling him. Usually he glomps everyone, but today he gives me a loose hug then says goodbye to Treize and he's gone.

"You have to tell them eventually."

"I know."

"Wufei, they're your friends. They won't abandon you. Now what do you want for lunch?" I shrug as I follow Treize into the kitchen.

"I'm not really hungry."

"That's not an answer." He's not going to let me out of the kitchen until I've eaten. It's annoying sometimes how he acts like I can't take care of myself, but at the same time it's nice to know he cares.