I sit in my bunk and taste the salt of my tears. Finding out what I really am and what I did to a village of innocent people. Coulson told me and I just told him I have a family. I was positive for him but when Ward asked me what was going on I just shut him out. I could have every one look at me like this except him.
My laptop sits at the end of my bed playing music so it drowns out my sobs. I put my headphones in and lay back on the bed. I can hear the thunder and it bothers me since i've always been scared since a chil. I guess the day that I was ripped from my family in a sense, it was thundering that night and I guess my brain made the connection long before I ever would. No-one here knows well except Coulson because I would knock on his door and ask to stay on his couch for the night.
Agent May knows because her and Coulson have a secret bond that no-one can explain. My door slides open and Ward stands in the way. I turn on my side and look out the window at the thunder clouds.
I can hear the thunder and lighting and try to drown it out. The thunder booms again and I jump a little. I look at Ward and I catch his eyes on me almost like he is evaluating me. I fidget under his stare. He moves out of the door way and lays down next to me.
"Ward i'm going to yell rape." I say half joking. He laughs at my little joke.
"I know your scared of thunder Skye." He makes me look at him more directly now.
"No, i'm not!" I move and i'm almost laying on top of him. I quickly roll off and pull my headphones on tighter.
I roll back onto my side and stare at the thunder clouds. They are really pretty in a sense but I can't get over the fear and I don't want Ward in my room to witness it in the first place. I can feel him move around me and I can tell he doesn't know what to do with himself.
Lightning cracks and I jump out of my skin. Ward grabs around my waist and pulls me to him. He lays his head against mine, but I move away.
"Ward please leave." I say moving my headphones off my head.
"Skye why do you push everyone away?" He ask.
"Because everyone who has ever cared about me has died or worse." I say not turning to meet his eyes.
"Not everyone no-one on the bus has gotten killed because of you." He says.
"Have you forgotten all the gun shots, the being held captive and other things because of me and my screw ups. You wouldn't even talk to me after Miles. When I told you, you had a shoulder you went and fucked May. I know you two had a thing for a while." I say.
He tenses up and loosens his grip on me. I take advantage and sit up. There is hurt in his eyes. The thunder comes once again but I try not to jump, but my fear over comes me and tears come to. Ward trys to touch me but I move closer to the window.
"No, I haven't but the things i've done in the long run were to protect you. Maybe the sleeping with May shouldn't of happened, but I do love you." I stare at him with wide eyes. "I meant like you. You're my rookie." He quickly says.
"You what?" I ask.
He doesn't say anything he just grabs my face and kisses me. I'm shocked but kiss him back. He pulls me closer so i'm on top of him. The thunder rolls in the background and I smile. He pulls away and looks at me.
"Thank God for the thunder clouds." I say. I move and kiss him again and we lay there listening to the thunder roll
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