A/N: Hello there readers! It is nice to be putting a new story up on here after working on the same one for quite a while, so hopefully you enjoy this~ I originally planned it to be a one shot but once I got into it decided to change that and make it a multi chapter fic, so if you like this then you can look forward to more! As always, if you like it/have constructive criticism please review/fav/follow, you know the gist. Enjoy!
Kuroko's POV:
"Aaah!" I scream out in pain for god knows what time as Akashi enters me again, ripping my skin apart in rough movements. He pulls himself out all the way to the tip before ramming into me again, not caring about how I feel but only about his own pleasure.
"Akashi, ow, it hurts!" I cry to him, but it does no use. He just keeps thrusting into me, grunting every time. I sit here on all fours, on a bed soaked in my cum from before, unable to do anything but submit to the boy inside me.
"Don't whine Tetsuya, it's unbecoming." Is all he says to me as he pulls himself out of me torturously slow, I can feel myself spreading everywhere his dick touches, and the feeling is akin to fire burning through me. His hand grabs a lock of my hair viciously, ripping my head towards him. I scream out in pain again, surprised that he didn't rip my hair out completely. He brings his lips to mine in a hurried act of passion, pushing down on them hard and keeping my head steady from his firm grip in my hair. He starts to bite me, I yelp out every time he does but he keeps going.
"Does my Tetsuya like this? He does, doesn't he?" I shiver in fear at Akashi's words. I don't like this, not at all. I used to like the sensation of having the one I loved so much inside of me, it used to be the best thing in the world to me. But Akashi has lost control of himself recently, as if he's become a different person entirely. He doesn't care about me anymore, all he sees me as is some kind of sex toy he can do whatever he wants to. But I don't say any of this, he would hurt me even more if I did.
"Yes, I li-like it." I lie, having to pause in the middle of my sentence as he rams into me again, knocking the air out of my lungs. This has to be almost over. He has to be about to cum. As he hits my prostate I am given a fleeting moment of pleasure before it is ripped away as he pulls out of me again, the friction of his unlubricated erection against me like sandpaper. He thrusts into me one last time before cumming, but he pulls out before any of the white liquid can leak out. Instead, he pushes his dick into my face and sprays his white seed all over it.
"Lick it up." He commands me, and I do as I am told. Swallowing the liquid along with the salty tears on my face.
"That's a good boy Tetsuya, do you like the taste of my cum?" He looks down on me as he asks, I nod my head silently.
"Good, very good. Now, I have some business to attend to, so I'll be leaving you. You can sleep in here for tonight, but first I want you to clean yourself off in the bathroom and change the sheets you dirtied. Can you do that?" I nod in affirmation and he leaves me without another word. I remember when he would give me a kiss on the forehead every time before I went to sleep at his house.
That hasn't happened in a while now.
I stand on weak legs and gather up the sheets, limping to the pile of dirty clothes next to the washing machine and dumping it there. I grab a new sheet from the cupboard on my way back and lay it across the bed, moaning in pain when I have to reach to get it on. Once I am finished with that I go into the bathroom and turn on the light, looking at myself in the mirror, inspecting the new marks left on me. A few hickies, but none above my shoulders. Red patches line my legs and ass, and I find numerous new bruises. Every mark is one which could easily be covered by my normal clothes, so that no one will know just what Akashi has done to me. I hop into the shower and let the hot water soothe me. All the sweat and cum still on my body is washed away, and although it stings for a few seconds at first, the water makes my various wounds feel a little better. I decide to give my hair a quick wash, knowing that it needs some kind of treatment after how rough Akashi was with it. When I am done in the shower I dry myself off quickly and walk straight back to the bed, collapsing into it in exhaustion. I think about Akashi as I lie there, wondering when the last time I hadn't came away from sex with him with bruises all over. I don't have much time to think though, our activities have made me far too tired, and I am fast asleep within seconds of lying down.
*Suddenly scene change*
I wake up in pain. My legs still sting from last night, but I can't just lie here forever. I stand up tentatively, testing to see whether or not I am able to hold up my own weight. I am. As I walk out of the room I notice a note Akashi has left for me.
'I am going to be gone all day. I have made reservations for the restaurant near my house- you know the one-at 6pm. I won't be happy if you're late.'
No 'good morning' or 'have a nice day'. Just orders for me to meet him later. How nice. I hop into his shower and find that he has left me some clean clothes to change into. At least he's done something for me. As I put them on I check to see if any of the marks Akashi put on me are visible, but thankfully the clothes cover everything. I consider what I should do today. I could call Aomine and ask him if he wants to hang out, but I don't know what Akashi would think of it. He's not big on me hanging out with other friends. He seems to think that everyone from the Teiko basketball team is in love with me, and that he has to protect me from them. In my opinion that's just him being overly possessive, but if it's what he says then it's what I have to do. In that case, I guess I'll just go home for now, maybe I'll read a book there. After I've made my decision, I sent Akashi a quick text telling him what I'm doing and lock up his apartment. While I walk home I think about my relationship with Akashi. I know it's nowhere near an ideal relationship, and that it would probably be smart of me to leave him. But no matter hat he does to me I simply can't help but remember his innocent face when I first met him, or the smiles he used to give me. I like to tell myself that I stay with him because of the punishment he threatens to give me if I don't. That I'm only with him because I am afraid of him. But in reality I know that's not true. I stay with him because deep down I still love him, and I hope every day that just maybe, the Akashi that I love will come back. If only that would happen, we could start being a normal couple again. But I don't know what caused Akashi to start acting this way, and I know even less about how to turn him back.
"Oi, you there, tell me how to get to the train station from here." A disjointed voice calls out, dragging me away from my thoughts. I whip my head around to see a group of three men dressed like delinquents looking like their waiting for an answer from me. Each one is significantly taller than me, making me all of a sudden start to feel oh so very small and powerless.
"Sorry, what did you ask?" I ask them hesitantly, having been too caught up in thoughts of Akashi to understand what they'd said before. One of them doesn't seem to like it though, a look of annoyance on his face.
"I asked you where the damn train station is," He growls at me while leaning in closer and closer, getting in my face to intimidate me. I'd think that being used to Akashi would mean that this kind of stuff wouldn't scare me but I seem to be wrong about that.
"Are you gonna tell me or do I have to knock it out of you, huh?!" As he talks the man is so close that I can feel his breath foul on my face. He raises a fist as if about to punch me, I flinch away and take a step back but stumble into another of the men, apparently having walked behind me. The one who has been talking so far-I'm guessing he's their leader of some sort- steps with me, holding his stare.
"I'm sorry, I, I didn't hear you at first. If you turn r-right at that corner and then walk for a bit, it-it'll be on your left." I stutter along in fear, wanting to get these men away from me as quickly as possible. I've told them what they wanted but they still seem unsatisfied with me. I can still feel the leaders gaze on my eyes, intently staring me down.
"You know what, this guys actually pretty good looking. Don't you just love his scared face? And those eyes..." He says to his friends who mutter words of agreement, I look around myself for somewhere to run but there's nowhere. I didn't even notice it before while I was walking, but I've made my way to a fairly secluded area, surrounded only be cement walls and towering men. I recognise the area, I know I am close to the park near Akashi's house. But being close isn't enough right now, the concrete around me just seems to stretch on forever.
"I gave you your directions, can I g-go now?" I tremble as I ask, desperate to just take my chances and run away. But before I can I feel a stinging in my arm as the leader latches onto it.
"Ow!" I scream out suddenly, but it only makes them laugh.
"Did you hear that? What a cute sound." The second man chuckles with the smile of a madman.
"Please, let me go." I beg them, pulling on my arm and turning away from the leader. As quickly as I have pulled away, I am being pulled back by a screaming pain in my head. He wrenches a hand into my hair and unlike last night with Akashi, actually rips strands of hair out of my head. I scream out in pain, only entertaining them more.
"I've taken a liking to you kid, don't think you're getting away." I struggle against his grip but he only holds me down harder, knocking me off my feet and to the ground. No! I scream inside my head. Why is this happening to me? Where is Akashi? Akashi, he'll protect me from these people.
"Akashi! Aka-!" I scream out for help but am stopped abruptly by a kick to the jaw. For a second all I feel is surprise, but when the pain kicks in it goes off like a firework-all at once. Horrible sensations coursing through my whole body.
"Aaaaaaaaagh!" I shriek out from the pain.
"You calling for your boyfriend or something? Huh?!" The leader crouches down next to me and yells into my face, rolling me over onto my back before continuing.
"I'll tell you something," A kick to my stomach.
"Your boyfriend," A foot crushing down on my neck.
"Isn't coming to save you," Another kick, into my chest this time.
"No one is coming," An elbow to my face.
"To save you!" He hisses at me, spitting in my face with the last remark. I start to cry, salty liquid running pathetically down my face.
"Aw, are you gonna cry now? Well then I'd better keep giving you things to cry about." The leader brings his hand to my skin again, but he doesn't beat me with it. He runs it over my body, feeling me up. It feels disgusting, this man is disgusting. He starts to do the same with his tongue, running its course surface all over my body. I can hear him moan as he does it, testing the limits of what I can put up with. My arms and legs are held down by his underlings but I still try to release myself, I can't just sit here and take this.
"Damn you taste good." The man smirks out, his tongue rolling over my face, forcing me to close my eyes as he licks over them. His hand reaches down and grabs my crotch through my clothes while grinding onto it with his own, making me groan from the feeling. I can't even count the number of times I have called out in pain.
"Akashi will, protect me." I proclaim to the men, sure that he will come. He said he was going to be gone all day, meaning he is busy. He doesn't know what's happening to me. He has no reason to come and save me. But he has to. I know he will. He will protect me. As I feel another jerking punch to my stomach I forget all the bad things about Akashi. I remember the Akashi I love. I know he would protect me. He has to!
"Can your precious Akashi stop me from doing this?!" The leader rips away my shirt while one of his underlings does the same to my pants.
"No!" I cry, thrusting my hands up to stop them. They brush my efforts aside easily, pinning my hands behind me while they take off my underwear, my last protection. I scream out. 'Stop!' 'No!' 'Akashi!' None of it helps. I try to struggle, to loosen their hold at least a little. But they don't budge. I can't move.
"I'm going to like this." The disgusting man laughs out. I spit in his face, the only act of protest I am capable of.
"You little asshole!" I am met with a punch to the side of my face and an elbow digging into my chest.
"You wanna pull that crap? Then I do you like this." He flips me back onto my stomach, banging my chin and forehead on the concrete. I start to cough up blood below me, but none of them care. My head is being pushed to the ground, I can't see anything but the growing pool of my blood below me, but I can hear the sound of zippers coming down behind me, terrified of what that means.
"No, you're not Akashi, You can't do this!" I shriek out, tears and blood streaming down my face. I feel something, a finger I think, running up my thigh. All too suddenly the finger goes higher, and turns into an entire fist as it forces its way inside me, into the hole that only Akashi has been. It hurts. It burns and it hurts and I scream out again and again.
"Aaagh, no! Nooo!" I can feel blood trickling from my hole, the mans knuckles ripping my body apart. This is not ok. I am not ok. It hurts. Oh god it hurts so much! I want to die. It hurts so much. I'd rather die than keep going. I beg, just let me die. It hurts too much. I can't deal with the pain.
"Hehe, do you like that you little slut?" The leader taunts me, I whimper in pain. All my strength to retaliate gone. I can't do anything. Broken and bleeding, I am helpless. I feel another fist impact with my face, one of his underlings. I barely even notice, too focused on the pain the leader is inflicting on me.
"How about the real thing now?" No. Only Akashi has been inside me like that. I don't want another mans erection inside of me. I don't want it. I open my mouth to scream out no, but all that comes out is laboured breath and a weak excuse for a voice. The only reason I am even still conscious is the pain coursing through me, keeping me awake.
"Don't worry, I'm sure all this blood leaking out of you will lube me up." The man laughs and I think to myself; this is it. He's going to do it. I can't stop him. Akashi isn't here to save me. I will myself to cry but I've run out of tears.
"Well well, what do we have here?" That voice. I know that voice. I would know that voice anywhere. If he's here then I am safe. He will protect me. Before any of the men have any time to react I am screaming out.
"Akashi! Akashi please! Save me!" I use all my energy to cry out to him, managing to force my head up to look him in eyes, to show him my pathetic blood and tear soaked face. The men loosen their grip on me for a second, preoccupied by Akashi's sudden appearance.
"Who the hell are you bastard?" The leader shouts at Akashi, but that won't faze him. I know Akashi.
"Who am I? I am the boyfriend of the boy you have abused, assaulted and beaten. And I will not let you touch him for another second." He threatens the man before leaping into action, kicking both of the underlings off of me in one strike. The leader stands up for a moment- hastily zipping back up his pants- to face Akashi. I take the chance to scramble away, sitting against a wall to watch.
"How dare you touch my men. You're dead." The leader brings a knife out of his pocket, holding it up to face Akashi. Akashi only smirks and retorts.
"I'm dead, you say? I believe you got that wrong. You dirtied my beautiful Tetsuya the second you placed your filthy hands on him. You made him cry, you made him bleed, you dared to touch him where only I do." I can see the rage building in Akashi's face. The two fight while he talks, dancing around each other with killing intent. Akashi lands a blow to the side of the others face, then to his stomach, and finally a sweeping kick that brings him down to the ground.
"Learn your place, worthless scum." Akashi looks down on the man with a look of pure evil, crushing once of his feet into the mans neck to keep him down, like they did to me before.
"Please, don't kill me." The leader whimpers, begging pathetically for his life. So quickly making a complete 180 in his attitude. When I see Akashi's face I know that he's not going to listen. He plans on killing this man.
"As if you were in a position to make demands of me." Akashi pulls out a pair of sharpened scissors from his pocket before continuing.
"I'm going to use these, and I'm going to start by cutting off your dick, slowly and painfully. Because you dared to try and put it inside my Tetsuya. Then, I'm going to cut off your fingers, because you touched my Tetsuya with them. After that I'm going to gouge out your eyes, because you laid your unworthy gaze on my Tetsuya. And if you're still alive after I'm finished, I'll fix that." His eyes have clouded over, he's not in control of himself anymore. All he can think about is killing this man. I can't let him. He came to save me. When I was in danger he was the one I called, the one I wanted to be with. It should have been impossible but he came to me when I desperately needed him and he protected me. Now I have to return the favour. I crawl over the him inch by inch while he taunts the man by running his scissors down his body, opening up a scar all the way to his crotch. My legs hurt. My head hurts. I don't even know how to name all the body parts that are screaming in pain. But I have to get to Akashi.
"Akashi! You don't need to kill him!" I yell, flinging myself off the ground and into him. He instantly drops the scissors and embraces me, catching my battered body and holding it safe within his embrace. I feel so warm, his arms latched tightly around me and my face buried in his chest. It is such a good pace to be.
"Tetsuya?" He questions me, shocked by my sudden actions. I lean up and bring my lips to his. It is not a good kiss, it is messy and filed with my blood. But It is also filled with my love for Akashi and it manages to calm him down.
"Thank you so much for saving me Akashi. I knew you would come, I waited for you. But you've done enough. You don't need to kill him." I plead with my boyfriend, begging him to let this vile man live. I will never forgive what he has done to me. I hate him. But he doesn't deserve to die, no one does. Akashi looks at me as if he wants to do what I've asked, but just can't bring himself to.
"But he hurt you, he hurt my Tetsuya, I won't allow anyone to hurt the one I love." Love. Akashi said he loved me. Now I know for sure that the old him is back, the one who always protects me and tells me he loves me. The tears come again, but their tears of happiness this time. My Akashi is here with me, he's protected me and he's telling me he loves me.
"Akashi, I love you too, so much. So don't make me watch you kill someone. I don't want to see that." Akashi nods at me and drops his scissors, looking at the ripped mess that used to be my clothes on the ground, and giving me his jacket to wear. Luckily it's a long jacket, and falls just above my knees. I can still smell Akashi on it. We sit together for a little while, in each others arms. Akashi strokes his hand down my back methodically, whispering into my ear that he's sorry, and that I'm going to be all right. After a few minutes of this, he helps me stand up and lets me lean against him as he calls the police, demanding that they send a car straight away. When he hears one of the men groaning on the ground, he gives them another kick to the head, knocking them out completely while we wait for police to take them away.
"You're really my Akashi aren't you? The one that loves me." I mutter, half to myself and half to Akashi. He looks down at me with a smile- not the sadistic smile he's worn lately, a genuine one of happiness.
"Of course Tetsuya, I'm Akashi Seijuro. Your Akashi Seijuro. I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am though. For a while now, I've felt like I've been possessed by someone else, some demon hiding in my body and speaking through my mouth. I've been watching myself as if I was a ghost, looking at all the horrible things I've done to you and screaming out 'No!' but not being able to do anything, completely helpless…" I can feel the trauma in Akashi's words, realising how hard it is for him to say them. What he says explains everything I've been through the last few months. I was right, that Akashi was not the one I used to know. He was cruel and hurtful and he didn't care about me. But that person is not the same person as the one embracing me right now. I have no intention of blaming any of his actions on the boy I love. I grab hold of him just a little bit tighter as he continues, wanting to treasure him now that whatever was possessing him is gone.
"I had a meeting with some clients of my fathers business today and one of them suggested speaking at the park near here to get some fresh air. While we were there I heard someone calling my name. Someone shrieking it out as if their life depended on it, then I realised it was you. Your screams woke the real me up, and I didn't even bother saying goodbye to the clients. I ran towards the sound, so afraid of what I would find. I thought I would find you dead. I was so scared that I wouldn't make it in time to save you." He chokes out his words, starting to cry. I've never seen Akashi cry before, not once. I bring my arm up and wipe his tears on my jacket, not wanting to see his face in pain.
"What matters is that you did make it in time, you were there for me." I reassure him, and in return he looks at me with the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. Looking at his face now makes me feel so privileged, just me being alive is enough to make someone as amazing as Akashi this happy. I can't believe my own luck. I let my head rest on his shoulder and within a few minutes I can hear sirens coming towards us. But when the police cars drive up closer, all I can see is a blur of blue and red lights. I start to feel feint, the aftereffects of all my injuries finally hitting me. I look down at myself, blood everywhere, barely standing. I lean further into Akashi as I loose control of my body.
"I think I'm going to go to sleep now Akas-." My eyes are closed before I even finish talking.