CHAPTER 1

the blue flower

Kusame-age 4

Finally my dad got a job and I'm not too happy about it. First is because
i use to spend so much time with my dad and mom. It was perfect. My mom says that life ain't perfect but thats what makes life itself. She has a point there but i always try to make life good. Today its all going to go down because my dad got a job, AND IN ABOUT AN HOUR HE IS GOING TO LEAVE!
i don't know why but i got a bad feeling about this.

"Daddy please don't go!" i said whining to my father.
"I'm sorry dear but daddy's gotta go to work"
"NO,NO,NO,NO no you don't" i hate whining but i got no choice...i mean come on I'm just a little girl.
"What did i tell you before about whining"he asked me
"uuugh don't make me repeat it...oh alright...when little girls whine it doesn't help the case."
"Exactly...and besides I'm going to work to help our financial problems."
"So...then take me with you...it will double the money."
"Ha ha ha ha ...oh flower you are still to young for that."
i looked down ...i wanted to cry so badly but my father likes strong girls ...so i had to hold y tears. Did you ever get that feeling when you try to hold your tears and your throat starts to hurt...well that is the feeling i am getting right now.
I think my dad saw my face so he got on one knee and told me
" I found this beautiful flower the other day...i was going to save it for your birthday but i guess i think i should give it to you right now"
The flower was beautiful it was a blue like never seen before and it had seven petal all shaped the same."
I took it...i didn't notice but my mom was by my side at that point i guess she as sad too"
"oh come on I'll be back at night, its not like this is the last time I'll see you guys."
And then gave a kiss to my mom and me and with that he left. I will never forget that day.

there was more to come...unexpected and sad things. And that took place in one day