Whuddup everyone?
I haven't written anything in a looong time, so I'm just gonna start off with a quick one-shot, aha. Sorry if you don't like it :P
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Okay, this is when Bella goes and tells Jacob about her marrying Edward instead of how it goes down in Eclipse when Jacob over hears.
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BELLA'S POV
I didn't think that it would be this hard. You get in, and you get out. Simple. It's like ripping off a band-aid. But now that I'm sitting in Jacob Blacks living room, I can't bring myself to tell him that I am going to be marrying Edward.
"Bella, now would be a good time to talk," Jacob chuckles. I sigh deeply, and my eyes dart around the room.
"Is it just me, or is it getting really warm in here?" I ask, rolling up the sleeves on my jacket, and using my hands to fan myself.
"No, it's actually kind of cold…Bella, what's going on?" Jacobs face quickly goes from relaxed and happy to worried and upset.
I can't take it anymore, and before I know it, the words start to make their way out slowly, "I'm, uhm…I'm uh, going to marry…Ed…Edward…," I hold my breath and wait for Jacob to do something, anything, but instead, all I hear is silence, "Jake? Can you say something?"
"I think you should go now, Bella," he says. I look at him in disbelief but know that it's for the best if I just leave before anything bad can happen.
"I'm sorry Jake, but…I love him," I whisper as I stand to leave. I walk over to him and go to kiss his cheek but he turns his head away.
"Just leave," he says in a husky voice.
I study him for a moment, and before I leave I say, "I'll see you around,"
"Don't count on it,"
After those words come out of his mouth, I quickly leave his house with tears in my eyes. It hurts knowing that you just lost someone close to you, it's like being stabbed in the heart, but I know that it was better for him to find out from me, than to hear it from someone else.
As I'm walking down the driveway, and pulling out my cell phone to call Charlie to pick me up, I hear a noise, and turn to see Jacob coming out of his house, "Bella! Wait!" he calls. I stop in my tracks as Jacob rushes over to me. "I'm sorry, I didn't handle that right….I just can't believe that you're going to marry him. Bella, I could give you so much more than him, I can give you a family, protection, a heartbeat, warmth, whatever you want….just, don't choose him. Please," before I could protest, Jacob cups my face in his hands, and leans in. I try pushing him away but he's too strong. His lips are smooth against mine, and I can taste his hot breath in my mouth, the feeling is soon gone when he breaks away to look deep into my eyes, "I love you, Bella, please pick me," he whispers.
"Jacob…I…I have to go," I say desperately, wanting nothing more than to get away from here.
"At least let me drive you home…," he offers. Not wanting to put up with a pointless argument I hop onto his motorcycle with him, and we ride to my house.
When we arrive at my house, I hurry off the bike, mutter a "thanks", and run inside up to my bedroom, where I flop down on my bed.
What am I going to tell Edward? Should I even tell Edward? Am I making a mistake? So many things crossed my mind, and before I know it, I'm drifting off to sleep.
Done! Lol, yea I know, it's short. I wasn't sure how to end it, so the ending kinda sucks, along with the rest of the story ahaha. ANYWAYS, comment and such :D