A/N: this is a degrassi fic set a few years after everyone graduates high school and they currently just finished their first year of college.I hope you all enjoy and pleasee review. I know itys not that great but TRUST ME it gets better

prologue

Theres nothing in the wrld that I loved more then to feel the fresh dummer breeze

against my face.Summer was that time of year where everybody has that carefree allure to them.

As a child, summer is the best time of the year (after christmas and birthdays of course) we would

spend the whole year literally counting down the minutes until those lasrt bells would ring and we

would be free. I wish i could go back in time to those years when I was a child enjoying a fun &

carefree summer, because this summer would turn out to be anything but fun or carefree...

Chapter one

My name is Emma Nelson. I just finished my first year of college this year. It had been a

pretty good year too. I got good grades made some new friends and had a blast.There was just

one thing that i had always regretted; which was not partying and living my life. I'm a very shy

person but were only young once and well I knew that I had to make the best of the time that I

have left.That is exactly why I was moving into a huge off campus apartment with my friends

Manny and her boyfriend Craig, Paige and her boyfriend Spinner and my own ex boyfriend Jay.I

wasn't too keen about living with Jay but he and Spinner were best friends and well since Spinner

and Paige were dating and that this was Paige's apartment I guess I didnt have much of a choice

but to deal.

"HEY EMMA GET UP HERE AND HELP ME CARRY YOUR BOXES!""WHY ARE THEY

SO DAMN HEAVY!" That was Jay yelling at me once again. but this time, it wasnt a menacing

sort of yell but a kind of flirty playfull one.

"Aww Jay dont yell at ltittle old me" I saidwrapping myself around him. I couldnt believe I

was flirting with him after all he put me through.I guess I just can't shake off my feelings for him..

We had a lot of histor. He was my first true love and you never stop truly loving someone i guess.

After my boxes were all unpacked, I plopped down on my new bed and bean to study.

The door opened, and Manny came inside.

"Em why are you studying when you should be getting ready for the biggest blowout of the

year!"exlaimed Manny.

" well i dont know about this Manny truth is im kinda nervous."

"Oh Emma c'mon lets go stop being such a baby."

The next thing I knew, I was pullin up to a big house party a few blocks down from my own

house getting ready to go into the place that would cause one of the biggest mistakes in my life...