Damn it!

Hey! So here is my first fanfic, I haven't written anything like that before, so please be nice! :) Probably I will write a lot fanfics with reid-centric, because I like our young genius to suffer a lot – don't ask why xD- but maybe my mind is changin' soon… ;)

Enough from me, here's my first chapter and yeah…-ENJOY!

Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal minds, its characters or its storylines. -What a pity, isn't it?

Reid really did not like elevators at all. It's not like he was afraid because of the small space or something like that. He never had problems with small spaces before; it's more like he got a bad feeling everytime when he had to take the elevator. This weird, bad feeling started after the little „accident" (the team discribed it as a funny situation) with Morgan. Because of his eidetic memory, he remembered everything single second when they were in there.

The elevator got stuck and Morgan started bouncing…

He: "Dont do that!"

Morgan: "Where is the hole?"

He: "I don't know."

Morgan started pushing the button…

He: "Don't! Stop it, don't!"

Morgan: "What, what's the problem?"

Morgan continued pushing the buttons…

He: "Don't do that!"

Morgan: "Why?"

He: " 'Cause there are six elevator related deaths per year not to mention 10000 injuries that require hospitalizations, chill out!"

Morgan: "Sounds like pretty good odds to me, what are you scared?"

He:"I'm not scared I don't want to be in an elevator with you to be honest!"

Elevator drops…

Morgan: "Whoa, whoa, okay!"

He: "Uh, hit the (pushed alarm)"

Alarm went off

He: "Push it!"

Morgan:"I'm – push, pull, push, pull –I'm doing it, nothing is happening!"

He:"Pry, pry the, pry the door open!"

Morgan: (Trying to pry the door open)"It's stuck, man!"

Morgan: (falls)"No, no, no, not today, no, not today!"

He: (squeaks)"Hotch."

Morgan: (screams)"Hotch!"

Elevator finally opened…

Hotch:"Was that the alarm? Are you guys okay?"

He: (still shaking)"I'll get back to you on that."

Hotch, Reid, Morgan walked down the hall…

He: "Whoo!"

Afterwards, whenever he was thinking of it –that means every time he was facing the metallic doors- he thought that he should have been more cautious. The building where it took place looked very old from the outside. He should have considered that, because then he would have not taken the elevator, just the stairs like Hotch did. He remembered how scared he was. He thought his life was going to be finished in this moment! This was not as funny as the team thought it was!

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The day started like each other. Dr. Spencer Reid woke up at 7.00. He felt tired like every other morning. But something had changed. He felt very, very tired and his head started throbbing! His stomach ached and he froze."Oh no! This can't be serious! You are never sick! Don't sit here, c'mon, get yourself in the shower and go to work. You haven't got the time to sit here and do nothing! Your team needs you!"Spencer thought angrily as he stood up. Finally standing the world around him started spinning. He felt dizzy and nauseous. He only had the time to think "Damn it!"before he was running fast to the toilet and started vomiting. When he was finished he sat down on the cold floor of the bathroom."Great! What now?", he asked himself sarcastically. Staying at home wasn't a good possibility, the others would be worried and that was nothing he wanted to experience. He was an adult, he was able to handle with his problems on his own! So he decided to go to work an hide his sickness. Probably not the best way but better than staying at home and wake the attention of his team. He was good at lying and hiding things, he did this very often, so one more time of lying doesn't matter at all. After discussing with himself Reid finally stood up and got himself into the shower. The cold water felt amazing on his hot skin, even though it made his shivering worse than before. Feeling cold but happy he got out of the shower and got himself dressed. While he was looking on his watch, his face turned pale. "Oh shit! It's almost 8 o'clock! You're running late! Hurry up! , Spencer thought hysterical." He took his badge, gun and his jacket and ran out of his apartment.

At 8.45 he arrived at the building oft he BAU."You're just 15 minutes late, maybe the team didn't realize your missing 'til now he thought hopefully. As he entered the frontdoors nervously, he felt cold and dizzy again."Can the day gets worse?", he asked himself sarcastically. Apparently it can, because right after finishing these thoughts he bummed right into his boss Hotch."Reid you are 15 minutes late I hope you have a certain reason for that" he asked him sternly with a serious look on his face. "I'm Sorry Hotch, first of all I woke up 10 minutes late, but after running fast to my train station I calculated that I was 6 minutes late there, but then the train was 3 minutes late – that really is a miracle, because statistically it's 7 to 9 minutes late per year and- "Just don't let it happen again Reid" Hotch interrupted him."Yes Sir" Spencer answered shyly. When he arrived at his desk happily he sat down quickly, because he felt very, very dizzy and nauseous, not to mention the headach which was now overwhelming painful. Concentrating was very hard for him but never the less the day had just began and there were many files waiting for him. Although his vision was blurred and he wasn't able to understand the words written on that blending white paper he gave his best to hide his fellings. He didn't realized that his best friend Morgan was talking to him until he waved his hand in front of his eyes."Hey pretty boy, I've been trying to talk to you for at least 3 minutes! Are you okay?" he asked with a slight worried tone in his voice."I'm fine." Reid answered automatically. This sentence just flew out of his mouth immediately, he had no control about it anymore."Sure you are." Morgan answered with a bit sarcasm. He didn't like the fact that Spencer was pale, just like the same colour as the sheet of paper in front of him and that he started to massage his skull again- a sign for headaches. But Morgan decided not to push the point, because the boy felt obviously uncomfortable.

Trough the whole day, Reid was having problems with hiding his sickness. He drank no! coffee, ate nothing because he was scared of vomiting again and his skin colour changed from normal to pale to pale with red cheeks and mattered hair on his forehead. Apparently his headaches were able to get worse because his skull felt like it was going to explode. Reid just wanted to rub his hair out and start screaming but he did nothing. Finally it was 6 o'clock in the evening so he started to pack his things. Standing up was very hard for him as well, 'cause everytime his world started spinning again and he needed a couple of minutes to regain his focus. But that didn't matter to him at all, he just wanted to be home, take some pills and lose himself in sleep."Are you coming Spence?" JJ asked while heading out to the doors and then to the elevators."Yeah, I'm comin'." he said quietly, almost like a whisper. Many loud words were hurting his head. "Go Spencer, you almost made it! Just go into the elevator and than you're done." he kept mumbling to himself . He made it to the elevators without any problems. Unfortunately the whole team was in the elevator."Great!" Reid thought. After having finished his thought everything went wrong.

When the metallic doors of the elevators closed, Reid felt really dizzy because of the sudden movement. His hand –shaking of course- tried to find hold on the walls of the elevators. Reids vision started blurring, his surroundings tilting, his body had enough! All he wanted to have is sleep. No more hiding. Reid started shaking violently, his focus completely gone. He heard soft voices calling his name, but he couldn't hold it anymore. His knees gave in and he fell to the ground."Damn it! Now they know." Reid thought sadly and angrily. These were his last thoughts before the welcoming darkness came over him and he lost consciousness.

Now he really hated elevators…

TBC

So that was my first chapter :) What do you think? I'm eager to read your reviews. Hopefully it was not that bad and I look forward to hearing from you all!

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