(A/N: HELLO! This is my first fanfiction of Shingeki no kyojin! I hope you would liked it. Sorry for the OOCNESS! And I was thinking if I should add romance here? I LOVE RiRen pair but eren is dead here . Really. Dunno anymore. By the way , sorry for the wrong grammar and spelling. English is not my first language. Teehee ! )

[WARNING: SPOILERS FROM THE MANGA , CHARACTER DEATH/MPREG , RATED M FOR THE FUTURE UPDATES]

(Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN)

~ The New Beginning ~

Chapter 1: The beginning

A Cold Wind breeze, Streak of light and a large body of salt water met levi's eyes and skin. Hands in his sides. For the first time , he'd let his guard down. As he walked through the white/yellowish small particles which he'd identified as sand , footprints of his left behind. He stop in the middle of the land of sand. He examine the scenery in front of him and cant deny that its indeed beautiful. He take a seat without a cloth underneath him to avoid some speck of sand in him, knowing levi as a clean freak but He didn't care if his pants would get a sand in it. Right now he just didn't care and he just let his thoughts flew with the wind.

He should feel happy right now. Their efforts. The sacrifice of his comrades. They'd struggle and fought with the titans. He fulfilled his promise. The Humanity won against the large big ass titans that treat them as pleasure and livestock for god knows how many years. He should feel happy but then he just cant.

He let his left leg to lie in the sand and folded his right leg and let his right arm to hang in his right leg and his left arm to rest in his left side. His fist clenched tight , small water drops and he tried to look up if it rains but the weather is bright . he raise his right hand to touch his face and there he found out. He was crying. Tears continue on streaming down in his face. He let out a chocked sob. He looked down and raise his right and left hands. He stared at it and loosened his clutched fist. He continue on staring at it. A Rough and Callouse hands . the hands that used to steal. The hands that was always soaked with blood. The hands that kill those bastard titans. The hands that touch of his comrades corpse and the hands that killed his lover.

He killed him. He killed Eren Jaeger. Memories of eren flashed in his mind.

"Ne? Heichou" bright green eyes look at him.

"Call me Levi. Brat." He didn't bother to look at eren.

"Can I ask you a favor?" The brunette ask. And that cause levi to look at him.

Green met Grey orbs.

"Yes. As long as I can do that." The raven haired male answered, still wearing his usual poker face.

"Yeah. You're the only one who can do this levi." The Green eyed teen smile at him. But there's a hint of sadness in his eyes.

"What is it brat?" The older of the two ask.

"When the humanity won against the titans. Please - -" Levi didn't let eren to finish his sentence. He hold eren's right hand and hold it tight.

"Don't do this to me eren. Don't let me do that." For just a second , The mask that the humanity's strongest always put on was break and sadness replaced it.

"Please levi. No. I mean levi heichou. The titans should vanished in this world and im a part of them. I should also - - " and for the second time the brunette's sentence was cut off and replaced by the raven's hair guy shout.

"No! Just how many times should I tell you brat?! Your human!" Levi shouted at him , he let go of eren's hand and his hands formed into a balled fist.

"Levi. I know you know. You know I know. We all know that im not a human. So please. Im asking you a favor. Please?" Tears stream down on the teen's face. He smiled weakly.

"please levi heichou?" he continue on smiling.

"Eren."

It was the time that eren ask levi to kill him. During the last war of humanity against the titans. Eren managed to kill the titan shifter's and also the ape titan but lose control of his titan. levi don't know if eren really lose control or eren do it on purpose.

Being under of levi's care. He was ordered to kill eren if he lose control. He dont have a choice. And there he killed the man he loved. He killed eren jaeger.

Eren never had a chance to see the sea. Eren never had a chance to touch and see his child. The child that was forming into levi's belly. Eren will never had a chance.

If ever levi knows before the last war that he was pregnant then eren will changed his mind. Then they will live happily together. But life is cruel and this world is cruel.

After eren's burial and the last war. He felt something strange. He felt sick. He thought that it was just because of depression but its not. Hanji checked him and was shocked. Titans is really a rare creature. Because of titan's blood and cells that running to his lover. Eren managed to put his seed into him. He managed to get levi pregnant.

Levi's thoughts was cut off when he feel some presence other than him. He wiped those tears from his face and looked back. There stood a raven haired girl with a red scarf. The girl walked towards him as she was standing beside the other raven hair. Levi asked.

"What are you doing here ackerman?" He looked up to mikasa's face.

"I heard from hanji." She looked down to face him.

"Heard what?" He throw back at her.

"Your pregnant." He continue on looking at him

"So what?" He continue on staring at her.

Black meet's onyx.

"Im going to live with you." The teen girl blurted out and looked away .

"your what?! No ! why would you lived with me?! I thought you hate me." The older of the two continue on staring at her with a hint of surprise in his face.

"I hate you. Yes." Mikasa answered with a chocked sob escaped at her mouth.

"Oi. What the." Levi stared at her in disbelief. The girl that always wearing poker face is crying. He really don't know what to do if he should comfort her or what.

"Eren was the purpose of my life." Mikasa said between her sobs. "He is the purpose of my life but then he died. How will I continue to live?!" Mikasa said.

"This world don't round in eren only ackerman. You should - - " Mikasa cut off his sentence.

"When eren died , i lose hope! He was the only family I haved! But hanji told me about your condition. I will lived with you. I will take care of you." Mikasa blurted out with tears still running down her face.

Levi was taken back with mikasa's word.

"Ha?! Take care of me?! Who do you think I am ? ha?! Ackerman?! Im humanity's strongest! I can take care of myself!" levi cant accept mikasa's words that cause him to stand up and poor levi for having a short height , he needs to looked up.

"Yes you are the humanity's strongest! Your strong in physical, but how about in the inside?! We don't know what will happen. Maybe the time comes due to depression you would commit suicide! And I cant let that happen" Mikasa shouted at him.

"Watch your words ackerman. I don't care because your emotional right now but your talking to your superior right now . I can punish you with that actions of yours." He barked at her , wearing his poker face.

"I Don't care! Just. The child that you were carrying is eren's child. When eren died , I don't know what to do anymore but please." She cant take it anymore. Her legs feel so weak. She's trembling. She fell into her knees.

SILENCE fell into the two until levi decide to break the silence.

"Ackerman. Tsk. maybe your right. I was planning on commiting suicide , not even thinking about the life that was forming into my belly." He confessed and looked down to face mikasa's surprised face.

"Your what?!" She shouted with wide eyes. "You - - " levi cut her sentence.

"Rest assured. You put some sense on me. I continue on living because of eren but now that eren died , same to you , I also don't know what to do but eren's dying was replaced by a new life. This child that forming into my belly. I will raise him having a normal life. A life that titans don't exist and a happy life. Would you help me ackerman?" he asked at her , he didn't even bother to hide that smile that forming into his lips.

Mikasa was taken back. She was happy. She said to him with a relief smile.

"Yes!"

The two that was hiding into a mask , are now slowly and slowly breaking the mask.

(A/N: Whoooo! Sorry for the OOCNESS. It was needed. but Really. Eren died?! Waaaaaa! Eren! Why?! I should revive him! Hahaha xD kidding. But eren revived is awesome! Hahaha. Sorry for the wrong grammar and spelling everyone! Follow. Favorite and review minna ~ ILOVEYOUALL!)