DISCAIMER: I do not own the characters( I wish) j.k rowling does

And the song is by Chris Cagel – Look at what I've done

I see her crying and her beautiful bright pink her turn into a mousey brown. A part of me asks 'Charlie, you're an idiot, look at what you've given up for a bit of adventure.' I love her so much, but I can't live like this, day in and day out doing the same thing. I know she'll cry and I won't be there to wipe away her tears, but I have to do this. I have to try another life. Look at what I've done to her…. Now she's alone.

I saw it in her eyes when I was sayin' goodbye

That girl, she aint' gonna be alright

'Cause I could tell that she'd be goin' through a living hell

And I, I wouldn't be there by her side

And Lord I felt so bad as I sat and watched her cry,

Thinkin' I was movin' on and she was barely getting' by

Look at what I've done to her

Look at how I made her feel

I gave back her heart the broken part

She got the wrong end of the deal

And look at what it's done to me

You gotta know it tears me up
I gave it everything I had and Lord

It just wasn't enough

Hurtin' her like this seems so wrong

Yeah look at what I've done to her

Now she's alone

7 years later

Romania did me some good. It's my home now and I couldn't imagine life any where else. I'm back for Bill's wedding and I got roped into being best man. Everything was fine until I saw her, the total opposite of the crying Nymphadora, begging me not to go.

Then I saw him wrap both arms around her tiny waist and I felt my heart skip a beat. Then a glare on her right hand caught my eye 'I thought no ... don't be an engagement ring. That could be you Charlie, you could be her husband, but you gave up this rare and beautiful woman for a bunch of dragons. She's over you mate... Look who's the strong one now. I see her laughing, dancing, being Tonks and I just can't help but laugh. Look at what I've done to her … Now she's strong.

I saw her out last night and she was having a good time

That girl, it looks like she's doin' fine

Then I saw a man walk up and take her by the hand

And I, oh God I almost died

And then it hit me she didn't really need me

I just sat there for a while until I finally smiled

Yeah look at what I've done to her

Look at had I made her feel

She's found somebody new

And look who took the time to heal

And look at what it'd one to me

Gotta know it tears me up

To have walked away from the love we made

And leave it in a cloud of dust

And it's got me thinkin' maybe I was wrong

After all the things I've done to her

Now she's strong

I hope she's happy because she deserves it, especially after all the hell I put her through.

I guess you don't really know how much you love someone until they're with someone else. I keep thinking if I would have tried harder the she would be married to me …. Now I'm the one alone. She's stronger … She's gone

And I walked up and said hello

She said it's good to see ya

But hey I gotta go

And look at what I've done to her

Look at how I made her feel

She's standin' tall she's got it all

Got the world at her heels

And look at what it's done to me

Yeah look at how it makes me hurt

If I could go back now I swear somehow

I'd find a way to make it work

Ain't life funny now I'm the one alone

Yeah look at what I've done to me

She's gone