A/N: Thanks for reading this story! I hope it's good. I don't own Twilight or anything like it. Although I wish I did. I'd have billions by now…..

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BPOV:

Life changes faster than you think. The second you blink an eye something changes. I never thought so much could change in a matter of hours. It's been 10 years since HE left. 10 years since the day my world crashed around me. My name is Bella Swan, and I had my entire life ripped right out from under me. I'm working to rebuild that life now. And it's taken me 10 years to get have something to live for again.

HE left me in September. The day after my birthday. On the day of my birthday HE finally gave me what I wanted. And that was sex, pure rare sex. I had begged for months, HE told me it was too dangerous. But I wore HIM down and got my way. As usual. But first I had to go through pure torture of a birthday party HIS sister planned. It just happened that HIS brother tried to kill me before the party was over. The whole family was a bunch of vampires, my blood was like candy to them. And Jasper just couldn't hold back anymore.

I don't blame Jasper though, I never could. It wasn't Jasper's fault that HE left me. I spent the next two months in a daze. I went through the motions of life. It was like I wasn't even really there. A lot of people were concerned about me, family and friends tried to get me to come out of my shell. But it didn't matter to me, nothing mattered because HE was gone. HE was my reason for living. Without HIM there was nothing left in the world.

But that was until the fateful day my friend Angela pulled me aside and said she noticed I was gaining some weight and asked if I was pregnant. I figured out that I hadn't gotten my period in almost two months, it wasn't something I had noticed in my daze. And I definitely wasn't putting on near enough weight to look very pregnant because I barely ate. But Angela, being the great friend she was, went a bought me a pregnancy test. And when I took that test, my entire life changed.

The test read positive. I was pregnant. With HIS child. And there was no one there to tell. Except for Angela. My dad hated HIM. After what HE did to me, I often caught my dad mumbling about HIM. It was going to be hard to tell my dad that I was pregnant with HIS baby. But Angela set me up with a doctor appointment, I was scarily underweight for being pregnant. We went to the doctor a day later, they told me I was dangerously underweight and if I lost anymore I would probably lose the baby. I needed to eat. And I certainly wasn't going to lose my only connection to HIM.

Eventually I had to tell my dad that I was pregnant. Charlie didn't take it so well, he wasn't happy and practically told me to move out. So I did just that, Angela's parents were nice enough to take me in. I would eventually have to get my own apartment when the baby came. I dwelled over the fact that there was no way for me to get in contact with HIM to talk about the baby. In my dreams I thought maybe HE would come back if HE knew. But that was just my dreams.

I made a phone call to the one person I hadn't exactly liked. Tanya Denali and the rest of the Denali clan. They were the only other vampires I knew that might be able to help me through this, I was sure the baby wouldn't exactly be a normal baby. I took a quick trip to Alaska to visit the Denalis, it was the first time I had seen them in a long long time. Eleazar hadn't even seen anything like a human pregnant with a vampire's child. But there I was, alive and well. He predicted I would live through the birth, but that the baby would be rather strong. Eleazar was no Carlisle though, it would have been so much better if Carlisle had been there.

I carried the baby full term. Renesmee Carlie Swan was born on June 23, 2000. It just happened to 9 months to the day her father left us. By the time she was born I had enough money to move us out on our own. We lived in a quaint little apartment on the outside of Forks. I went to school while Tanya or Carmen would come to watch the baby. I worked part time at Mike Newton's family hiking store. I barely made enough to keep the two of us in a decent living conditions. But I did it, with very little help from the Denali's. I had asked them not to contact HIM. Obviously HE was gone forever, and there was no need to disrupt HIS quiet life. Alice must not have seen it coming, or just not have told him.

Life went with very few distruptions, I graduated on time with the rest of my senior class. I started the local college that summer. Renesmee was growing faster than a normal baby should, and she looked almost exactly like HIM. The same bronze hair, the same flawless skin. And green eyes. Beautiful, piercing green eyes. Everyday when I looked at her all I saw was HIM.

Eventually she started talking, she asked questions about everyone. She wanted to know where her grandparents were, where are aunts were, where her uncles were, and most important where her father was. And I never ever gave her a straight answer. Even almost 5 years later I still didn't want to talk about HIM. Especially to the child that reminded me of HIM every time I looked into the huge green eyes.

Renesmee was incredibly smart for being so young. Probably had to do with the little bit of vampire that was in her. Eventually she started kindergarden, and worked her way all the way up until she went to fifth grade. Fifth grade was when everything just had to change. Life had been so simple up until then. I worked while she was in school. Made enough money to live a cozy life all by ourselves. But then HE had to show back up 10 years too late.