Blinding Light
A/N: Well...minna-san, I did say there would be an announcement, ne? *sigh* But you people think that you can just read the annoucement and hit the little back button, don't you!? Don't you!? Well, you won't get me THAT easy! *giggle* That's why it's at the ending! Kya haa haa! Now why don't you try reading it NOW!?
Miyako: ...Why don't they just scroll down?
*thwap* Shut up! *mutter* Damn useless muse..Now I'm getting a clue to why this exactly happened...
~*~
The vision of a barren nightmare surrounds me
Translucent tears stream down my cheeks
My hand reaches out into the density of the fog
Praying for something to hold it.
A lying arm slides around my shoulders
And a hidieous voice hisses false promises of love in my ear
Their lips to mine, a curse is bestowed
So I won't know what real love is
A surprising touch
An expression of care
I push it away
It's nothing
A desperate plea out of love
I consider it weakness
I sneer and spit
I don't see the tears which seem identical to mine
I pay no attention to the fact
That one can only take so much
Before the right thing must be done
This costs me dearly
I am stripped of a love I never knew I had
As old wounds bust open when the stiching unravels
And it leads me here
To this day
I hear desperate pleas around me
To listen, to come over, to stop whatever it is I'm doing.
The vision begins to fade
This...it brought me here, to this day, to realize what this is...
To find out how special you are, better then the rest.
And so I walk away from what could be mine, what destiny has planned for me
With no intention to go back, to anything
I...I have to go...
I must atone for my sins.
You...you will be back.
I know it.
You will come to me.
But...I don't deserve it.
Go find someone who does.
~*~
Owari
~*~
Well...you probably want to know what it is, don't you? Well, let's see..minna, this is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I've made some of the best friends I've had through digimon fan fiction, and I've had some of the best times of my life through...well, digimon fan fiction. ^ ^;;
I'm told that my writing is great, although I think what I wrote for Digimon...well, it's shit. All the plots are the same for my early work, and I neglect the little things that the series is based on. (When was the last time you saw me mention any Digimon exsisting in my fics?) Well, what I'm getting to is...
I know I could write great stuff. But...not here, not standing where I am now. And I love writing-and I love all of you guys. I want to write great...hell, I wanna write all my life. And I really want to live up to what everyone says!
But...I think that if I really can write as well as I think I can, to live up to what everyone says...I need to leave this behind. In short, minna-sama...
I'm retiring from Digimon fan fiction.
But, don't be sad or anything like that! Plenty of people do this better then me...Kyra, Cybra, Cynthia, Piedmon's Lady, Crow Skywalker...the list could go on and on. I'm leaving Digimon to explore writing in such genre's as Final Fantasy Seven, Ranma 1/2, The Legend of Zelda, Escaflowne...and that list can go on and on!
I'm not deleting my fics...you can still check them out under this name. If you want to see what I'll write after this, just look me up under the name 'nohemo', got that?
So...it's been real. I love you all so much! I don't want to do this! But...
Some things are for the best, ne?
A/N: Well...minna-san, I did say there would be an announcement, ne? *sigh* But you people think that you can just read the annoucement and hit the little back button, don't you!? Don't you!? Well, you won't get me THAT easy! *giggle* That's why it's at the ending! Kya haa haa! Now why don't you try reading it NOW!?
Miyako: ...Why don't they just scroll down?
*thwap* Shut up! *mutter* Damn useless muse..Now I'm getting a clue to why this exactly happened...
~*~
The vision of a barren nightmare surrounds me
Translucent tears stream down my cheeks
My hand reaches out into the density of the fog
Praying for something to hold it.
A lying arm slides around my shoulders
And a hidieous voice hisses false promises of love in my ear
Their lips to mine, a curse is bestowed
So I won't know what real love is
A surprising touch
An expression of care
I push it away
It's nothing
A desperate plea out of love
I consider it weakness
I sneer and spit
I don't see the tears which seem identical to mine
I pay no attention to the fact
That one can only take so much
Before the right thing must be done
This costs me dearly
I am stripped of a love I never knew I had
As old wounds bust open when the stiching unravels
And it leads me here
To this day
I hear desperate pleas around me
To listen, to come over, to stop whatever it is I'm doing.
The vision begins to fade
This...it brought me here, to this day, to realize what this is...
To find out how special you are, better then the rest.
And so I walk away from what could be mine, what destiny has planned for me
With no intention to go back, to anything
I...I have to go...
I must atone for my sins.
You...you will be back.
I know it.
You will come to me.
But...I don't deserve it.
Go find someone who does.
~*~
Owari
~*~
Well...you probably want to know what it is, don't you? Well, let's see..minna, this is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I've made some of the best friends I've had through digimon fan fiction, and I've had some of the best times of my life through...well, digimon fan fiction. ^ ^;;
I'm told that my writing is great, although I think what I wrote for Digimon...well, it's shit. All the plots are the same for my early work, and I neglect the little things that the series is based on. (When was the last time you saw me mention any Digimon exsisting in my fics?) Well, what I'm getting to is...
I know I could write great stuff. But...not here, not standing where I am now. And I love writing-and I love all of you guys. I want to write great...hell, I wanna write all my life. And I really want to live up to what everyone says!
But...I think that if I really can write as well as I think I can, to live up to what everyone says...I need to leave this behind. In short, minna-sama...
I'm retiring from Digimon fan fiction.
But, don't be sad or anything like that! Plenty of people do this better then me...Kyra, Cybra, Cynthia, Piedmon's Lady, Crow Skywalker...the list could go on and on. I'm leaving Digimon to explore writing in such genre's as Final Fantasy Seven, Ranma 1/2, The Legend of Zelda, Escaflowne...and that list can go on and on!
I'm not deleting my fics...you can still check them out under this name. If you want to see what I'll write after this, just look me up under the name 'nohemo', got that?
So...it's been real. I love you all so much! I don't want to do this! But...
Some things are for the best, ne?