Disclaimer: I dont own my friends, if i did they would all be in tight little maid dresses serveing me in my bed room . i also do not own herrin or any places mentioned in this story, although the ideas came from my sick twisted mind .

Chrissie slowly opened her eyes, wondering just why she even bothered to wake. It had been a

while since she had been with anyone, male or female, and she was starting to wonder was

something wrong with her as she started to pull her body out of her warm and comfy bed. " Well i

could always go to the park and walk around for a bit." She said to herself, finally able to pull

herself completly out of bed, wondering once again, why was she even alive, did she even have a

soul any more? if she did it was certinly not in one interupted her own thoughts

however when she spotted her dark jeans and her gloves, smileing to herself. " At least i can get a

thrill out of scareing a couple of the damn kids around the park while i walk." Picking up her phone

she noticed she had a text from Rachel, whom she usally called Near, the text had said that they

were going to Herrin fest tonight, and Near was wondering did Chrissie whom she refured to as

Mello, wanted to go with them. Mello had to think for a few moments, but desided to go, after all

she might get a chance to see Paige, who she was seemingly maddly in love with. Paige however

was Mello's friend and also perfectly straight. Mello sighed lightly, she wished that paige would

save her from the lonely shell that she had become, but she knew she had little chance with her

godess as she headed for the park.

Mello put her hands into her pockets as she walked deeper into the park. She had been walking

around for about a hour and her legs were begining to get tired, besides it had took alot of her

energy to scare the 6 or 7 kids that were roaming the park, and now all that was left was herself

and her thoughts, feeling like a stranger in her own mind , like she didnt exsist anymore.

Unconsisly she pulled her sleeves down farther, the scars on her arms and wrists told a story, one

she was not willing to share yet. Looking around her she desided she had gone far enough, sitting

down under one of the bigger tree's. She rested there for a bit, Pondering why things had to go

wrong in her life, why did she have to move back then, why even, was she still alive. Mello shook

those thoughts out of her mind as she stood, desideing to head back, she did after all have plans.

Mello had just finished applying her makeup, pulling her sleeve down once more as Near came

through the door. It wasn't uncommon for Near to come in without knocking, mostly because it

was Nears house. Mello prefured to live at Nears then her own home... No, this was home to her.

That place was just a house, one filled with her lonely and empty life. " Hey" Near greeted,

removeing Mello from her thoughts. " Hey " Mello returned, flashing a fake smile at her best friend

who was careing yet innocently oblivious to the chao's running through Mello's mind.

" You ready to go?" Near asked, waiting for her best friend. Mello simply nodded before grabbing

her sweater and heading out the door. She and Near would be driveing alone to wait for Kiah and

Paige, who had gone with Kiah to help her buy more skinny jeans.