I waited until 2 before giving up and going to bed. I had been naïve to think she would keep her promise of taking me out tonight, but like the fool I am I got my hopes up. This kind of thing happens much more then I'd like to admit, she makes a promise then she breaks that promise, I say enough is enough, only to forgive her an hour later. I know I'm being used, but it's okay, I like the abuse.
An hour later there's a knock at my door, I shove the sheets off my body and make my way down the hall as another sharp knock echoes though my empty apartment. I unlock and slowly pull open the door. "Hey Tegan," she slurs, "Aren't you gonna let me in?"
I contemplate telling her to go fuck herself and slamming the door in in her face, instead I step aside allowing her in. I've barely shut the door before she sloppily starts planting kisses on my neck and jaw. She pulls away, hooking her fingers in the waistband of my sweatpants pulling back, before letting go and allowing it to snap against my skin. "Now, these just won't do, I want you naked and ready by the time I get to the room." She says pulling me from my spot and pushing me toward the hall. I glance back watching as she removes her blazer hanging it carefully on the coat rack, even when she's wasted she's tidy.
I strip quickly, knowing if I wasn't naked and waiting there'd be hell to pay, I situate myself on the middle of the bed, I few minutes later I hear her stumbling steps in the hall. Sara throws open the bedroom door, she's already striped down to her underwear. I raise my hand motioning her closer; she licks her lips making her way toward me on the bed.
The mattress sinks as she moves to straddle my hips, her hands fall into place on my breasts, leaning forward to kiss my mouth and I can't help but melt at the taste of her tongue as it slips passed my lips. She moves her left hand to take my right moving it to the waistband of her briefs, I slide my fingers into her underwear where they're met with an incredible wetness; a breathy moan escapes her lips as I move to circle her clit. I enter her slowly as she moves to mirror my actions, a grin flashing across her face as she feels how wet I am for her. She begins pumping her fingers slowly with gaining speed until I can no longer hold back the moans building in my throat. We quickly fall into sync moving our fingers and hips in a steady rhythm. I know it won't be long before she falls over the edge bringing me with her. "Oh fuck, Tegan…" Her sentence is cut short by her orgasm; she drops her head to my shoulder sinking her teeth into my flesh. Moments later I'm hit by the waves of my own orgasm, "Sara," her name pleadingly falls from my lips as her removes her fingers, and slips them into her mouth; something she does every time after we sleep together. She climbs off me and goes to grab her clothes from their spot outside my door.
She dresses quickly before rejoining me on the bed, where she'll wait for me to fall asleep before quietly leaving. I sigh and roll onto my side pulling the sheets up to my neck. I lay still hoping to trick her into thinking I've fallen to sleep; minutes later I feel the bed shift as she leans over dropping a kiss to the top of my head, before pulling away she whispers " I'm sorry Tegan, I'm so sorry I can't be who you need me to be" and with that she's gone.