So Good Without You Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

Bella (P.O.V.)

Hey boy I would of thought that when you left me
I'd be broken with my confidence gone.. so bummed..
Hey boy I would of thought that when you said that you don't want me
I'd feel ugly n sense something was wrong
Standing in front of the mirror.. my skin's never been clearer
My smile's never been brighter

I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh n brand new
Since you said "that we're through"
Done.. with your lies
Baby now my tears dried
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good, I look so good without you
I look so good, I look so good without you

Hey I'd never would of thought that when you left me
I'd feel sexy n so good in my skin again
And I never would of known that
I'd be dreamin' so much better without you in my head
Standing in front of the mirror.. my clothes never fit better
My, I've never been louder!

Now baby my body's lookin' better than before
Ain't bitin' my nails since you walked out of that door
I realized now I deserve so much more than what you give
Than what you give (than what you give..)

I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh n brand new
Since you said "that we're through"
I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh n brand new
Since you said "that we're through"
Done.. with your lies
Baby now my tears dried
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

I look so good without you
Got me a new hairdo
Lookin' fresh n brand new
Since you said "that we're through"
Done.. with your lies
Baby now my tears dried
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good ,I look so good without you
I look so good, I look so good without you

Thank you Seattle you've been great! I walked off the stage and back to my room. A few minutes after walking in my manager Kelly walks in and says "That was great Izzy!" "Thanks!" I answered. I got out of my stage clothes and changed into a pair of skinny jeans, a pair of brown leather boots, a white cami, and a cropped brown leather jacket. Since I became famous I had gained a bit of style. I then threw my hair into a messy bun and walked out to do a few autographs and meet and greets, what I didn't expect was who I saw there.

The Cullens, and as soon as I saw them the flashback started of what caused them to disappear…

*FLASHBACK*

I had been missing Edward during the 2 days he'd been out hunting and I knew that he'd be home today so I decided to go over to his house and surprise him when he got home. So I started my truck, as it roared to life I thought about how great my life had gotten since I met Edward. I turned up my radio to find it was playing Funhouse by P!NK! I sang along as I drove and when I got there was surprised to find that the Volvo was already parked where it usually so Edward must've already been home. I walked inside as usual when I heard strange noises coming from upstairs. I walked up the stairs slowly to make sure I didn't trip and went to Edwards door and opened it expecting to be greeted by Edward with a hey love like usual. But instead I opened the door to find a naked Alice on top of Edward and both of them going at it like they were together themselves. "WHAT THE HELL?" I screamed, they stopped and looked at me. "Bella, love it's not what it looks like." Edward said. "The weddings off" I said and threw Elizabeth Mason's ring at him. I then looked at Alice and said Jaspers gonna be pissed. I ran down the stairs and out of the house leaving Edward and everything else behind me in the dust.

*End Flashback*

They looked exactly the same except instead of it being Jasper and Alice holding hands, it was Edward and Alice holding hands while the rest of them looked kinda pissed anytime they saw their hands intertwined. "Bella…" Esme breathed, I just looked at them shocked. "BELLA I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!" Emmett boomed as he ran over and gave me a hug that would've crushed me if I were still human, unfortunately Victoria changed me a few months after Edward cheated. I pulled away and asked "What are you guys doing here? Don't get me wrong I've missed you… well most of you but still.." "We wanted to see our daughter in person again" Carlisle said in a quiet voice. I smiled at the word daughter. "Well I'm glad you did, how about ya'll come back to my place with me and we'll catch up." I said in a hopeful tone. They quickly agreed and all of them but Jasper rode in the cars they took to the concert to follow while Jasper rode in the limo with me after asking if we "could talk." It made nervous to have him alone with me, not because there was a risk of him killing me but because Jasper and I had never really developed a relationship and I was scared he hated me because I left before I told him about Fuckward and the slutty pixie. We got in and the conversation starts…..

"So…" I say nervously, Jasper looks at me and smiles. "I don't blame you Bella.. for leaving without a word I mean." Jasper says quietly. I look at him shocked, I was expecting him to be upset about it.. I mean I did sorta leave him to find out on his own that his wife was cheating on him with my ex-fiancé. "Ummm.. Thanks for not being upset but, I don't get it. I mean I left you to deal with it on your own. How could you not be upset?" I asked. "I'm not upset because if the situation were reversed I would probably have done the same thing." He said matter of factly, I just looked at him. "Look Bella it doesn't matter what happened in the past, to be honest I just wanna look forward to the future. I hope that future for me includes a friendship with you." "Jasper… I- … Thank you."