Bits and pieces of notebook paper lay all around the tiny ransacked apartment. He could care less that everything was wrecked all he could do was helplessly feel himself breakdown inside. She was his life. He gently started to cry as the overwhelming feeling finally got to him. She was gone. Never would she return to him. He started to pick up the little sheets of paper. The ones that weren't fully burnt, the ones that were manageable to read. He only found a few with parts of sentences that didn't make any sense to him. He found four pieces that were cut off from paragraphs but more understandable.
One had a little colored in heart. "I know journal I said I would never fall in love again and that love was a stupid idiotic word that was used to much by people that don't mean it. Just something that they profit off of on Valentines Day, but I did fall in love with this wonderful guy. He's great and we really connect on so many levels! I mean…" cut off.
He smiled slightly still tears in his eyes. He knew that she was talking about him. He was that wonderful guy. He took the next manageable page to read and began to read it like he did the others.
"…disapprove, but I don't care what they think. I don't care if they like it or not. I love him and I'm not giving everything up just because they think or say so. I don't care if they lock me away forever. I will be with…"
He remembered that. He already didn't care much for parents but at that point he hated them. So what if they didn't like them together? He didn't care. All he cared about was him and her together, but that wasn't going to happen. Not anymore at least.
"He left me after we made love. I lost everything to him! My House. My Family. My Virginity. And he still left me! How could he do this to…"
He sighed lightly as he remembered that. He loved her now and he loved her then. Yeah they had sex and it was great. The greatest he could have ever had but he had to leave. He didn't want things to go bad. He thought it was best for her. He was entirely wrong and he understood that now. He looked at the last piece reading it slowly. His current facial expression suddenly turned into shock. That was because he was completely shocked by what he just read.
"Today's the last fight. I may die and…"
To Be Continued…