Sakura couldn't look at herself in the mirror. She disgusted herself. Today, Sakura had been talking to Ino about Sasuke, his likes dislikes, and everything else that is Sasuke. Ino had been boasting about her long, blonde hair and how Sasuke would appreciate the beautiful, silky locks. Sakura had felt panic strike her, running her nails nonchalantly through her short hair, wondering if that could be a reason her crush ignored her very being.
Sakura pulled her hair and tried to stop the tears that wouldn't stop coming.
Flashback
Kakashi was late, which was nothing unusual for the team. Naruto was goofing off, Sasuke was leaning against the tree, and Sakura was gathering her courage to ask Sasuke to go get some Ichiraku Ramen.
"Sasuke, do you want to go get some ramen?" Sakura hopefully asked him.
Sasuke looked up quickly with a sharp look yelling, "When will you get it through your thick skull that I don't want to go out with you? I would NEVER want to go out with someone as annoying as you are! You're a clingy, ugly, stupid fangirl! I wish you would just go and die, so that I wouldn't have to deal with you asking me to go out with you every second!"
Sakura's pale face was blank as she processed all the things the love of her life had just said she was. Sasuke felt some remorse for what he had just said, more like screamed at his team mate.
"I-I didn't know you f-felt that way. I'm s-s-sorry. I won't bother you again." She said, as she stumbled back a few steps. Sakura held back tears as she avoided looking at Sasuke. The pain in her heart had never been greater. She couldn't stand this. Turning around, her tears fell down her colorless cheeks, staining them. Sakura, as soon as she was out of sight of her frozen team mates, started to run without a destination
Villagers were alarmed as they saw the kunoichi running through the streets with tears running down her face form red, puffy eyes.
End Flashback
She was sitting in her small bathroom, toilet paper in hand. Ever since she had reached her house, Sakura had been wondering about what Sasuke had said. Should she really do it? And if she did, how? She had heard of people overdosing, slitting their wrist,hanging themsl and drowning themselves. Drowning was out of the question. She wouldn't be able to take the pain of suffocating. Hanging herself was risky because her neck might not break and there was the suffocating factor again. She couldn't overdose on pills, fore she had only a few pills, maybe. That left slitting her wrists, an act looked down upon.
She had no other choice, Sasuke had said that was what he wanted her to do. She would comply with all her heart.
She lied down in her white bathtub and grabbed the razor off the wall. Taking several quick and deep swipes, she saw her blood empting out onto the light marble.
Her last words before she left the world were, 'There Sasuke, are you happy now?'
