Preface
I remember when I was little reading stories, and watching movies that the most romantic thing a person can do is to die for the one they love. That to die for the one you love, for your dream was a great honor and something to be respected.
Well that's bullshit! And I want you to tell me this.
What good is it to die for your dreams, when once you are died you can not achieve those dreams. If you die so do those dreams. So in the end you die for nothing.
Most important when you die for a love one, how do you think that person must feel? That they must go on living knowing that they are the reason that you are gone. That they helped to kill the person they loved.
So please tell me how dieing for those things sound that honorable.
Though there was once a time that I also believed in those foolish things. When I thought dieing for them or having someone die for me was truly honorable. But that was until I met him.
He changed the way I looked at my entire life. And he is the reason I gave up my normal life.
It is because of him I now know the truth. That the most honorable thing you can do for your faith, dreams, and above all else for the one you love is to live for them. To fight , to struggle, to face every challenge with the will to live so that even if there is no hope, and it is to no avail you did not throw away your life. That those dreams, or that love was strong enough to keep you a live for as long as you needed. That you are willing to do anything to stay alive, so that you can keep those things because if you die you can not keep them.
So that's what I am going to do. I am going to fight, struggle, and face every challenge not ready to give my life, but ready to keep it. It is also why it was so easy to give up my old normal life to be with him because to be with out him there would be no reason to fight to stay alive.
It is also why I am writing this down because now we are going to go up against something that could destroy us both. But we are going to go up against it together with the will to make it out alive together.
Though before I get to what could be our end I should tell how this all began. How I met the impossible boy. How fell in love with him when I know I shouldn't have. But when does the heart ever listen to the mind.
So if you want to know our story then stick around and read but if you are expecting a Cinderella story, or a Romeo and Juliet story then keep looking because it's not that kind of story, and I do not expect me or him to die at the end of this, we plain to live.
Well enough of that now where should I start this story? Well I guess I should start on the day met him. Yay, that sounds like a good idea. Let's see well that would about…..WOW! That would be two months ago. I can't believe it has been two months. I can't believe that it has been that short of a time span when in truth it feels like it happened months ago. Well I guess that what happens when you go through I want through.
But I think I'm getting of topic here just a little. So where was I. Yes.. it was two months ago when I first met him. I remember I was walking home from school with one of my best friends when a boy ran into me.