Bpov

"You. . .don't. . .want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.

"No."

1 year later

That was one year ago. It the last time I heard of Edward fucking Cullen and his family. For a while, I was hurt that they could just leave like I was nothing. I thought if there was something wrong with me, but my parents made me realize it was there loss not mine. After, I got pissed off because they never said good bye. The least they could have done is say fuck you. I also realized I was so wrong to ever think of them as my family. I finally realized my parents are a way better family than they are; I will never know why I ever thought of them as my family when I have my own family that loves me. Charlie might not be too emotional but I know he loves me by the way he makes sure I'm safe and sound. Renee might be scattered brained but she is always there for me, but more in a best friend kind of way. Phil is a little older than me but at least he was there for me when I needed him. Charlie, Phil, and Renee have always been there for me and I know they won't abandoned me like the Cullen' , enough about them, now on too me.

After they left I was depressed for a while. I didn't want to do anything or see anyone. I came out of my funk after Angela came to me after school one day. After her mini intervention o decided to change everything about myself. I wasn't Isabella Swan anymore; I was Izzy, the baddest bitch, haha just kidding. Since, I didn't have Edward and Alice glued to my side, dictating my everyday life and telling me what and what not to do. I decided I was free to do whatever the hell I wanted with myself. I started by changing my attitude; I wasn't miss goody two shoes; I started standing up for myself; I was no longer a doormat that everyone could walk over. I decided to update my wardrobe, for the first time ever I went shopping, willingly. I took Angela Weber, my best friend, with me and we both went to Port Angeles to go shopping. We got cuter, tighter, modern, hotter clothes, now everyone pays attention at us. That day on a whim we decided to get a piercing; we both got belly button piercings, it hurt like a bitch, but it was worth it we looked smoking hot with them.

A couple of months after that, I got the worst news of my life. Charlie had been shoot in LOD and had died on the way to the hospital; I was inconsolable. I found out that, Jacob Black, my supposed best friend, and mostly everyone on the res are shape shifters. I found out accidentally, I was walking through the forest to my special place, which I go to when I need to clear my mind, when I saw Paul phase. After, I saw him they told me that all the legends were true. They all protected me as best they could from Victoria, but I didn't want to be hiding for the rest of my life. I knew I had to leave Forks to move on with my life and forget about Victoria wanting me dead. I applied to the University of Texas and got my acceptance letter, a couple months after.

Now, here I am a year later in Houston, Texas. I just finished my first year; I am going to major in business management. A couple of months after I got here I started working at a bar and grill, the Kitty Kat, as a waitress. I had been working there for a while when on a Saturday, busiest day of the week, I met Peter Whitlock, I learned about him through Jasper. I had just cleaning a table when he bumped into me from behind and spilled some of his beer on my shirt. As soon as I saw him I knew he was a vampire. I was scared because I thought he was working for Victoria; still I couldn't do anything because there was still patrons around us. I kept on going about my work but I could feel him looked at me. After the patrons left, I stayed to clean the place up. I was walking towards my car when he was suddenly in front of me. He started making conversation and said he wanted to get to know me but I was hesitant, after all I didn't know him except from Jasper story. I told him I would think about it. I never replied to him but I noticed he started coming in every Saturday and tried talking to me while I was serving, it didn't matter if I would ignore him, he would still come back. He was persistent as hell even after I told him to leave me the hell alone because I didn't want anything to do with vampires. I figured he would leave me alone; he didn't instead he became even more determined to get me to talk to him. So, I decided to start chatting with him, after a while I kind of got used to him coming in and talking to me. He soon told me the real reason he always came, I was his and his brother's soul mate, and I told him he was fucking delusional if he thought I was mated to two vampires. After he explained his "yoda" gift I knew he was telling me the honest truth, he explained to me that I needed to know all about vampires or as I like to call it Vampire 101 class.

In the Vampire 101 classes he explained everything about the vampire world to me. He told me what true soul mates are and how they are bonded; also explained that I had been lied to about being Edward's soul mate, he said I was his la tu cantante, which is just a fancy way of saying he wanted to suck my blood dry. He explained how the Cullen's were a disgrace to the vampire world because they are turning against there own kind and are trying to act human. They choose to ignore everything that is supposed to be instinctual to vampires. Hunting from animals is depriving them of the nutrients they need To survive. They become weaker because they don't feed from humans. Also there defense system is down and they can't find their actual true soul mates. I felt kind of sorry for them but then again they're choosing to ignore all of there instincts.

Peter said him and his brother the Major we're my mates. They were known as the Major and Captain in the vampire wars. They fought side by side during the vampire wars. Peter said he hasn't seen the Major ever since they got separated by Charlotte, a slut, who pretended to be Peters mate but she just really a little lying deceiving bitch. She is just like Alice . We ran into Charlotte while we were out shopping one day. The nerve of the slut, let's just say she never made it back home to her boy toy of the week.

I am suppose to be meeting Major Whitlock soon. At least that's what my Yoda told me and I never bet against him.