"I was angry when he would pretend he was asleep when I would go to visit him while he was in the hospital wing after being poisoned. I was angry when he stopped talking to me after he got out of the hospital wing, but started hanging out with her. I was angry when I tried to kiss him in the common room a few weeks later and he pulled away … However, then I was furious! How could he go up to the boys' dormitories with her? Didn't he at least want to finish our relationship, before he started to snog her?
"The funny this is, I wasn't surprised to see them walk down those stairs together … I knew—everyone in the bloody school knew—that they had their "thing," as Parvati had put after the Yule Ball in fourth year. I knew, along with everyone else, that it was only a matter of time before they got together … I guess I just thought that I would be able to change that … ha! Was I wrong! If anything they probably longed for each other more then than they had before we started our romance … our lousy, stupid, awful relationship.
"Also, though I'd never tell them this, but I think I was jealous … yeah, I really think I was jealous of her! And the only reason was because he loved her not me! For all know, too, he could've just been using me … that'd be what I would do … that's what I did do … I don't believe I was truly in love with him—I loved him, but I wasn't in love with him. I used him just to get closer to his room mate … sad, don't you think? We were probably both just using each other to get what we wanted … what we needed!
"It's been two years since I thought I was going to die, so, let's be honest, I have a very different out look on life, now. By that, I mean, I thought I was going to die … and, of course, a werewolf just had to attack me—hence the scars. But, believe it or not, she saved me. You'd think after the year before I'd be the last one she'd try to help … but she did … and he was right there with her … and I was okay with it … or, it could have been the fact that I was being attacked and anything helping me would have been beautiful … However, I think I'm okay with their new relationship—it was meant to be.
"In two weeks, I will be attending the wedding of Ronald Weasley and Hermione Granger and I will have Seamus Finnegan on my arm … I guess this is what was meant to be … them and us … everything shall be okay in the end … I just have that feeling."
With that, Lavender Brown picked her hand bag up off the floor, and walked through the door. Once in the hallway, she continued on her way. After telling the Healer how she felt about Ron and Hermione, she was determined to congratulate them on their marriage … she just had to tell Seamus they were going …