Apologize
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I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground,
And I'm hearing what you're saying,
But I just can't make a sound.
"Bella…" Chris said to me. He had a tight grip on me. I could only stare at him. Tears welled up in my eyes. After what had just happened…I couldn't believe it. Everything. The beating, the pressure, the pushing, the fighting, the blood, the tears. I was all cried out. The current tears in my eyes wouldn't even fall.
"Say something!" He really wanted me to say something? Really?
You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down…
"You didn't even try to stop it. You stood there. That's all you did. You just watched it happen." I stuttered out. My face was getting more hot and blotchy than it already was. Chris just looked angry. At himself? Or at me? There was no reason for him to be angry. He just stood there like the pussy bystander he was…and let them…let his own brother, let Ace…let them just…abuse me. Use me. Waste me. Then throw me out on the street to cry and feel weak. He didn't say anything. Chris just stood there looking helpless.
You tell me that you're sorry…
I just shook my head at him.
"From you…I expected something. I expected a reaction. A scream or cry for help. But to just watch that happen to me…and say nothing…" I turned around and began walking towards my house.
"Wait…Bella…I'm sorry…" He said, timidly. He felt guilty.
Didn't think I'd turn around...
And say…
"It's too late to apologize." I said angrily and walked down the sidewalk.
Chris's POV
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you…
I need her. I really do. The truth is…the whole thing put me in shock. Watching her get abused like that. I didn't say anything and I just wish I had another chance to do that over. I really…I love her. I know I'd do anything for her. I'd take a bullet, I'd kill someone…I'd kill myself over her.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothing new...
She's the only one I love and the only one I need and if she doesn't see that…I don't know what I'll do.
Bella's POV
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turning blue…
I really did love him. Now…I don't know what to think. He was my everything. And I don't know how I'll ever recover after what just happened. I should be in shock. I shouldn't even be thinking straight. He's just…he…didn't save me. He left me. He watched me. He wasn't there for me. I can't love him the same anymore.
And you say…
Sorry like an angel,
Heaven let me think was you…
He sounded so guilty and upset. His voice was so…sad. But I just can't accept it.
But I'm afraid…
I was right. It's too late to apologize.
A/N: like it? I know right. Cheesy, yet adorable…yet….sad. HA! Poor Isabella. If you're wondering what actually happened to her…I think you can use her imagination. But basically the Cobra's Gangbanged her. Yeah…bad. Okay, love yall and REVIEW (:
~Jules.