This is Romano's side of the story in 'What We Reach For" but, I called his "The Pursuit of Happiness". I want to keep the other story focused on Feliciano and Ludwig, with this one focusing on Romano, Gilbert, and Antonio.

Summery: Romano is haunted by his past and present. He fears to let anyone in, because of what has happened to ho him. Feliciano is worried, but, what can he do as his brother? But, will a certain someone help Romano break out of his shell?

Warnings: Rape, Mpreg, Sex

Pairings: GilbertxRomano , (one-sided) AntonioxRomano, LudwigxFeliciano

Sibling Story: What We Reach For

"Romano? Are you awake? "

"Yes, stupid Spain!" I said rolling over.

I remember…This has happened before… When I was eight years old…

"Oh, stop being so cruel!" said Antonio.

Suddenly the bed shifted. I knew what this meant, I know what the Spaniard wants. I squirms as the man pinned me down. I was nothing but a boy, I couldn't fend him off, like I wish I could. I felt Antonio lift up my night gown, until it was up to my collarbone.

"Mmm…Romano, so cute!" said Spain, kissing my chest.

I shuddered.

"A-Antonio…stop it…"I whimpered.

Antonio rubbed my sensitive nipple between his thumb and his pointer finger. I turned my head away, blushing.

'He is so cute! His skin is so beautiful , his tiny pink nipples seemed to pop on the pale chest.'

He groped my crotch, provoking a squeak from me. My underpants felt tight.

"A-Ah! Antonio, please stop!" I yelled.

But, he continued to stroke me while I squirm under his grip. I wished this would stop. He then proceeded to take my underwear off, my tiny dick springing from its confides. He gently licked it, making me groan in my responds. It was sudden when his fingers invaded my mouth, while his tongue continued to stroke my aching little member.

"Suck on them, Romano."

I did as he asked, scared he would hit me or tell on me, like I saw in the movies. I licked and suck at his fingers as he sucked me off, I shuddered, which meant I was close. I felt my cock twitch, and I whimpered. I gasped as I spilled my content into his mouth, and he moaned softly, smiling. His mouth then released me, and his kissed my stomach.

"Oh, Romano! So beautiful! " he cooed.

I Looked up at him, eyes-half lidded, panting. This felt so wrong…why wouldn't he stop.

Suddenly, his fingers left my mouth. I stared at him, then, I suddenly felt his finger enter me. I gasped. He's never done this before…What was he doing. I felt the finger curl inside me, which made me tense up, then suddenly, there was another finger. It hurt. He stretched my tiny pink hole, until it turned bright red, and he added another finger.

I squirm, very uncomfortable, as his fingers moved in and out of me. I gasp, I pant, I moan, and I whimper. So many noise that made his own erection twitch in delight. Finally, the fingers slipped out of me, I groan a bit as he holds my legs open, spreading my ass cheeks apart. He pulls down his boxers he was wearing, and there was his length. I stared at him, and I began to shake.

"A-Antonio…What a-are you doing?" I ask, my voice itself seemed to shake.

"Oh, Romano, I just can't help myself anymore!" he told me.

It as then I felt the head enter me. I gasp in pain.

"A-Antonio! Stop it! Please! It hurts! It hurts!" I scream.

"Shhh…Romano… Everything will be alright…" he told me, ignoring my plies.

I continued to cry for him to stop, those cries quickly turned to cries for help. He was crazy. Why would he be hurting my like this? He said he would never hurt me. He lied to me. As he began to thrust into me, my cries grow louder, and the louder they got, the faster and harder his hips moved.

"Ahhhhhh! Antonio! Stop it! Please! Someone help me! Anyone, help me! PLEASE MAKE IT STOP!"

I cried, and cried. I had tears of pain and torment in my eyes, his tears were from sweat landing in his eyes.

"Mmmm, Romano! T-Te amo! So Good! So Tight! Ggggaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!" he screamed out in pleasure.

Finally, I felt the sting of my insides when he came inside me. The sticky substance overflowed me, come dripping down onto the sheets. I didn't even notice the hot cum on my thigh, I was so much in pain that I hadn't notice that I came. He pulled out of me, laying down next to me, spend. I was shaking, so hard, I felt like I was about to have a seizer. I felt myself begin to sob, as he drifted off to sleep.

Tonight was no different from that night. He had came over, begging for me to spend time with him. I made the mistaking of humoring him. We spend the day together, and at around 10:30, I ask him to leave. He says he has to use the bathroom, then he would leave. So, I go prepare myself for bed. I know Feliciano usually calls every night, but, even if I do fall asleep, usually the phone wakes me up.

I walk into my room, and sitting down on the bed, I pulled my shirt off, along with my pants, and decided to curl up in bed. I pull the covers over me, and close my eyes. I begin to drift off to sleep, slowly. When I am almost unconscious, I hear the door creek open. I decide its just the wind, and keep trying to sleep. I could swear I heard foot steps, but then again, might have been dreaming. The bed shifted, my eyes shot open.

"Mmm…Romano…"

"A-Antonio…W-What…" I was cut off by a forceful kiss.

He tries to shove his tongue into my mouth, I shamefully let him, because I am scared of him. He pulls away, licking and nipping at my chest, leaving little red marks across the pale canvas I call my chest.

"Romano, I want to be inside you…" he muttered in-between kissing and biting.

I gasp when he bites down on my nipple.

"A-Antonio…s-stop… Think about what yo-AHH!" I felt cold hands slip into my boxers.

He grabbed my member, giving I squeeze. He begins to stroke me.

"Ohhh! Romano, you have gotten so big!"

I whimper at his dirty words.

"Antonio, please, please… Do not do this to me again…Please…" I begin to sob.

"Shhh…Romano…"

I then felt myself shaking, my breathe felt heavier, and I panicked. I began to kick and scream, but, he holds me down. He strips me of my boxers, and spreads me legs apart. I heard his pants unzip, which made my struggling greater. He pulled out his cock, and it made me shudder. It was bigger than I remember. He grabs my thighs, positioning himself.

"A-Antonio…Please don't… " I turn my head away.

He shoves the whole thing into me. No preparation, no warning. I scream out in pain, actually, I do it twice, because, his thrust began immediately.

"Mmmm…God! Romano! "

I hear the phone ringing, Feliciano's voice on the message machine. Its seems so distance, so I assume I'm hallucinating.

"AHHHHHHH!!! A-Antonio! Stop it! Please! Please! Ahhhh! Help me! Help me! DEAR GOD!!! SOMEONE HELP!!! "

I cry out, again and again and again. But, like last time, his thrust just quicken. I felt myself become hard this time, and I begin to stoke myself to take my mind off the pain. I feel myself bleed, and see the blood on the sheets, and close my eyes tight. I come all over my thighs. I heard him moan loud, I guess he felt me clench around him.

"Gah! Romano!" he moaned.

I felt the wet substance fill me, and I shudder violently. He pulls out of me, and this time, he leave me there. He kisses me on the forehead, muttering I love you in my ear, then leave me. He leaves me crying, and begging to die.