Wondering
Everyday we wonder the earth in search? In search of what I'm not really sure. We keep going despite being tired and exhausted. We have both become wry of people and everything we do. We have both become hypercritical of all we do.
Cant help but to wonder will this end and if it does what then? We've seen so much, loss so much, been through so much. Can it be over just like that can we live normal after being denied for so long and what of us? Who are we now? Where do we go from this? Can we be just "WE" and not feel like were betraying anyone we have ever known.
Can we ever truelly heal from the beatings this life has done to us both mentally, physically, and emotionally, or maybe we arn't meant to finally find peace to finally be at peace. What weve had to sacrafice everything! Dont we get something from all this? Is what we want any good? Do we deserve it after all the killings even if it's deserve to fight the good fight. This is the only world we know and though we have both lived in the other it felt strange and foreign and werid.
Maybe we are suppost to be dead in the end poetic justice. To end it all when it all began. It seems almost tragic and morbid or maybe were always left to wonder the earth and fight and sacrafice. To die and to live again to repeat it all over again. Maybe thats what it means to live in all worlds wondering and never truelly living as "US" as "WE" but as one in life, in death, and in the beyond
wondering for all entirnity...