If I own FT, it won't be half as good, so definitely not mine.

Juvia walks slowly towards the gate of Fairy Tail Guild. Her blue hair is not curled up like it used to be, it is now hanging like a blue satin curtain comes just above her waist.

Juvia sighs as she watches the gate. She never wants to come back to Fairy Tail, she doesn't want her condition to be known by the other members. But what a fate that out of all places, she has to go to Fairy Tail again.

Juvia sighs heavily. She stops for a moment and decides that it's best not to enter from the guild's main door. She walks away towards the back door. Maybe if she's lucky enough she won't have to meet with anyone, not also the new master of Fairy Tail, the one whom she supposes to meet. She doesn't think that Laxus will talk though; the man doesn't seem to know her. She doesn't think he will remember her. Juvia cries a little remembering the late master Makarov.

The former water mage of Fairy Tail slips her blue velvety hair inside her cap and wobbles towards the back door. She knocks and waits for someone to open the door. Deep inside she prays to every gods and goddess that whoever opens the door is not the particular member of Fairy Tail she avoids the most.

Six months before

Juvia's POV

Gray and Natsu entered the main door of Fairy Tail saloon. They argued about who had beaten up the most monsters from their previous mission. Erza, Lucy, and Happy walked behind them, looked content and happy about the result of their mission.

Juvia's heart leapt as she spotted the handsome ice mage, as always. Gajeel sighed as he watched his loveable friend suddenly shrank, meanwhile Levy giggled a little from beside him.

"You should go and talk to him, Juvia," Levy said.

"No, no." Juvia shook her head and waved her hand in disagreement. "Juvia is shy," she added.

"But you used to be brave," said Levy. "You used to be my and Bisca's role model." Levy spoke as she stole a glance towards Gajeel who – despite his unusually sharp ears and also a tint of pink in his cheeks – pretended not to hear her.

"Oh, but now Levy-chan and Bisca-chan are Juvia's role model," said Juvia shyly. "And also Lisanna's." Juvia looked at the beautiful white haired mage who pretended very hard to act busy in the kitchen even though Juvia knew for sure that all her senses were overwhelmed by Salamander's present. It was just like the effect of Gray-sama on her.

Levy sighed. "Well, nothing's gonna happen if you just hide every time you see him, Juvia. If you love Gray so much, you should go for him." Levy stopped, her cheeks blushed like a crimson rose in sunbath. Juvia smiled, she glanced at the-now-blushing-madly Gajeel and thought that the two of them are surely made for each other.

"Well, the thing is, while Levy-chan and Gajeel-kun have the same feeling for each other, Gray-sama doesn't have the same feeling as Juvia does," Juvia placed a forced smile but her deep sad eyes betrayed the action.

Levy and Gajeel blushed and mumbled to Juvia's comment. Juvia giggled, "Juvia is sooo happy to be here, with a lot of friends, and Juvia can see Gray-sama. That is enough for Juvia."

Gajeel looked at Juvia and spoke for the first time. "My short-stuff here is right, Juvia. You should at least spoke to him and say something. The animal girl should also do that to Salamander. It is not healthy to keep such strong feeling inside one's heart."

"Oh, Gajeel-kun is very romantic. Levy-chan must be very happy to have such a sweet and kind knight to be called hers," Juvia dreamily drifted to her trance state, not realizing that her comment make her two comrades blushed like crazy and set heated fire in both eyes. Her eyes looked only at Gray with overflowing feelings. Oh, Gray-sama, please look at Juvia and make Juvia as Gray-sama's.

Gray POV

As the strongest group entered Fairy Tail's saloon, Gray can automatically sensed the presence of a certain blue haired woman. The feeling is unknown to him. It was like there was something very itchy that cannot be reached. The fact was, right from the moment they got back from Edraz, Gray started to realize too much of Juvia's presence.

His stomach started to feel funny every time he saw her around, and as he entered the guild, his senses would automatically try to find her whereabouts. If she wasn't around he would feel shocking pain through his stomach, heart, and head. It was really annoying most of the time, but he couldn't stop it however he wanted to.

At night was the hardest time. His constant dream about her made him crazy. He felt so embarrassed to have such a scandalized dream about her. Gray was a healthy young man and he had dreamed a lot of wet dream, but before the partners had been always faceless, and all of them had supposed to be a release. But now, dreaming about Juvia drove him lunatic. Every time he saw her around, he would feel blood rushing all over his body, to the part where he least hope. In short, having her around was as painful as not having her around. The only good thing – not really, but at least Lucy and Erza thought it was good – was that he become more aware of being naked. The last thing he wanted was to show his aroused thingy to the entire guild.

And now he saw her there, all innocent and pure, talking shyly to the bastard iron dragon slayer. Oh, no, wait, Levy was there too. Well, that's good, he doesn't need to go there and give the crazy-looking bastard a piece of his fist. She must be shyly talked to Levy instead to the scrap metal.

Another bad habit that Gray developed was to feel unimportant rage towards the men who tried to be funny and talked to Juvia. It seemed like it was very important for him that no men would try to be close to her. It was so tiring because he didn't have the official reason to beat up every man who talked to her.

Gray tried very hard to concentrate fighting with Natsu but he stole glances to Juvia when he was certain she didn't see. When Gray felt a deep and warm stare towards him, unconsciously he stared towards her and their eyes met.

Juvia was shocked as she realized that her eyes and Gray-sama's just met. Juvia lowered her head and ran out of the saloon. She was so embarrassed. Her heart began jumping like crazy inside her chest. It felt like her chest will explode. Back then she was praying that Gray-sama would look at her and the other second he really turned around and look at her. She felt like Gray-sama could actually hear her thinking.

No, no, Juvia is going crazy. Her heart felt very painful just thinking about Gray-sama and her unrequited love. Gajeel-kun was right, it is definitely not healthy to keep loving someone who doesn't love Juvia back. But what should Juvia do? Juvia cannot not loving Gray-sama. It is as if telling a water not to boil in 100 degree celcius, or not to froze in 0 degree celcius. It is against nature's law. It is against universe's will.

Juvia breathed deeply and realize that she had run very far. Juvia felt exhausted and a little dizzy. She didn't realize someone coming. Someone as exhausted as her, longing for a release of feeling.

Yaay first chapter is in the house! Please tell me what you think. Do you want to know what happen next? Why did Juvia leave Fairy Tail? And for Laxus's fans, you'll see more of him next. Please R&R so I'll find energy boost to continue. Love you all?