Hello ppl!
I haven't been on in the longest time and this is another fan fic from one of my favorite animes: Rurouni Kenshin..and I just want to thank my best bud Jennifer..*tear* for all the support..lol (it's pretty sad when I have to laugh at myself).
Disclaimer: I DO OWN RK!!!!! I AM THE CHOSEN ONE!!!! YOU CANNOT STOP ME!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! (Ok.u know I'm lying..but I hope I will someday.. *dreams*)
Ok I just edited for dacrayZblaze1 so that it says *obi*..Thanx!
And for the others..I will be putting up the next chappy soon! Give me time!!!!!!
I accept criticism..but don't be too harsh....*tear*
The Meaning of Dreams
Chapter One: Kenshin's Decision
"I must forget about her..the memories of that day are destroying my life."
Kenshin sat alone outside of the Kamiya dojo. He could not stand being in the same room as Kaoru with such a thought on his mind as this. It was consuming his heart whenever he was close to the 17-year-old, blue-haired Kaoru. He longed to feel the truest passion with her, but sadly, he could not.
The reason was because of a dream that came from memories, that he had had the night before. It shed some light on a truth that he must realize. ( the dream) The soft white snow had been tainted with the blood from his enemy and yet, someone much closer than the enemy. She had saved him, his first love, Tomoe, and had to die for it. She lay in Kenshin's wounded, young arms as she slowly, but surely, faded away. She tried to speak as she became more and more drained of energy. Tears came tumbling down his cut up face as he spoke:
"Tomoe..don't speak..save what energy you have left so I can revive you. You can't leave me now...I adore you too much to let you die in such a terrible way."
Tomoe looked up at the blurring young swordsman and spoke, in almost a whisper, "Kenshin. I wanted to save you. I caused your pain and now I must pay the price. You must live on, to have a happy life. Fate has leaded me to here and I must accept that."
The young man holding this dying woman couldn't hold back anymore tears. He started bawling so much that the tears of pain fell onto the vanishing woman.
With very little strength, Tomoe lifted the knife that she had carried around each day for protection. She moved the knife up to his left cheek. She began to slice a line into his cheek, to finish the cross-shaped scar. He felt no pain as she continued this. The fresh wound started dripping blood onto the melting snow. "Now listen to me Kenshin. I have saved you because I love you. I gave my life to you because I want you to be happy. You must find someone new. Leave me behind. I am watching over you."
With that last breathe; she fainted into an eternal slumber.
Kenshin's eyes had been shut. He didn't want to accept the fact that she was gone. He wouldn't.
But, his mind gave in. He opened his eyes to see her one last time.
But it wasn't Tomoe lying motionless on the ground: it was Kaoru.
He fell back in shock. How is this her???? Tomoe died! NOT KAORU!!!!
Kenshin woke up in a sweat. He thought to himself:
"Was that real? Oh no...it wasn't. Thank the heavens!"
"But what did it all mean? Why was she lying dead in my dream? Was there something my mind wants to tell me?"
Kenshin pondered for a moment before he knew what it meant:
He feared for Kaoru's life because she would sacrifice herself to help the one she loves. And with all the danger he faces everyday, it would be hard to avoid the inevitable death that comes with it.
Kaoru loved him dearly; it was more than obvious with the way she acted.
He wanted to tell her so badly that he felt the same, but could not. He decided that it would be best to leave her alone so she wouldn't become a casualty.
Dinner time rolled around and it was Kenshin's turn to help Kaoru prepare it. Yahiko defiantly preferred that he helped.
"Say Kenshin," spoke Kaoru in a gentle and happy voice, "Could you pass me some of the special seasoning that you made? I think it would taste delicious in the soup I prepared for dinner."
Kenshin, who was busy preparing and cutting up some vegetables for the soup, decided to test the soup before letting her add anything. He reached for the wooden spoon with his small, soft hand and slowly moved it up to his mouth.
Kaoru watched him in amazement as he lifted the spoon.
"Dammit. How I wish he would use those tender hands to touch me. Why doesn't he just go for it? I wouldn't mind at all."
Kaoru's face turned a light shade of pink as the former manslayer sipped down the soup slowly. She felt a chill go down her spine as she witnessed this occurrence. Somehow, this made her lust for him more.
Kenshin set down the spoon and licked his sensitive lips. Kaoru's mind went wild with bliss as she looked at this action. She didn't realize that he was staring at her while she looked at him with desiring eyes. He spoke in his sweet, soothing wanderer voice and he stared into her beautiful blue eyes.
"Why would you need to add anything to the soup? It tastes good as it is."
Kaoru's eyes gleamed as she blushed even darker than before. She looked deeply back into his eyes, as if to tell him something.
Kenshin knew she wanted to say something important to him, but he didn't want her to say it and make it harder for him to let her down. He longed to tell her something important as well, but he didn't think the time was right.
The two stared into each others eyes for what seemed like hours. Neither of them wanted to pull away from the hungerous look. But Kaoru broke the silence.
"Ummmm...Kenshin?" spoke Kaoru in a loving voice, "Could you please pass me the seasoning?"
Kenshin let go of the glance and came back to reality.
"Ok..sure..but the soup doesn't need it."
Kaoru's glance changed.
"I'll decide what this dinner needs or not. What? Are you the master chef all of a sudden?" said Kaoru in a bitchy voice.
Kenshin looked at her in disbelief.
"I was just suggesting that---."
Kaoru got in his face and frowned as she cut him off, "Just because I'm not the best cook doesn't mean that you have to tell me what to make or how to make---!"
Kaoru stopped almost suddenly. She had realized that she was less than a few inches from his luscious lips. She looked up into Kenshin's curious stare.
Embarrassed, she attempted to move back. But, to her surprise, Kenshin had placed his hands around her tiny hips and smiled an innocent grin.
He thought to himself pleasingly, "I shouldn't do this.but.."
"Kensh---." she spoke instantly before she was taken up in a savory kiss by him.
She felt hot all over; either from embarrassment or passion. She could not tell which. All of this was so sudden that she was shocked. She decided to stop trying to hide her emotions from him.
She moved in closer until their bodies were so close that they seemed to be one. She let loose a sweet sigh of delight and pulled back her head to look into the rurouni's purple eyes. He looked at her and smiled.
"Can I..." whispered Kenshin as he removed a strand of hair from in front of her eyes, "Tell you something?"
Without hesitation, Kaoru believed she knew what he was going to say. She didn't realize what she was doing or saying as she blurted out her feelings to him:
"I love you Kenshin. I have wanted to feel your touch since the day you saved me on the streets of Tokyo and came to live with me. I enjoyed it when you walked in on me while I was in the bath and when you walked in on us girls at the springs. Kenshin, you make me feel different and I have never felt this way about anyone else."
Kaoru's heated words made Kenshin step back in astonishment. He did not think that Kaoru would say those words. He felt guilt climb inside him as he listened to those fateful words.
She looked up at Kenshin with fear in her eyes and her small pale hands shaking realizing what she had just done.
"Di.Did..I say some.thing.wrong?"
"Not at all." expressed Kenshin, still trying to fight back the temptation to have her.
He placed her on the counter and wiped away her tears. He moved closer yet again to feel her body. He kissed her on her neck and gradually moved up toward her ear. He lightly nibbled on it as she giggled with excitement. He reached around and slowly attempted to release the obi that kept her kimono in place. He wanted so long to release her from the clothes which she wears and see her: TRULY SEE HER. He wanted to touch every inch of her precious body, but he had made up his mind: HE HAD TO STOP.
She wanted him to go on; it was obvious. But he pulled away and spoke to her in a civil and serious tone.
"Kaoru, I can't do this."
She looked at him with confusion in her eyes.
"But..you just...touched me....why?"
"Well..I...just...can't"
With that last comment, he exited the kitchen and went to the side of the dojo.
"I cannot let this happen again to the woman I love. I must not let Kaoru involve herself with Me." whispered Kenshin so softly that is almost sounded like he said nothing at all.
Kenshin suddenly let silent tears fall down his soft cheeks. He stood up and left mutely as he walked away from the dojo's porch and headed toward his living quarters. He didn't want to experience the pain and suffering he felt with Tomoe. He finally felt inside that it was for the best.
As he arrived at his door, he heard a shrill scream. It was Kaoru. He ran using his God-like speed to her room. As he slid the door open, his jaw dropped.
Author's Note: what u thinks.huh? My first Kenshin fic! Well I left some sort of cliffhanger..but oh well. Plz R&R!!!!! YOU READERS MEAN A LOT TO ME!!!!!!
Next time on RK: Kaoru feels the pain...but what about Kenshin? TUNE IN NEXT TIME!!!!!
PS- do you all think I rated this right?
^_^x soralvr926 out!
I haven't been on in the longest time and this is another fan fic from one of my favorite animes: Rurouni Kenshin..and I just want to thank my best bud Jennifer..*tear* for all the support..lol (it's pretty sad when I have to laugh at myself).
Disclaimer: I DO OWN RK!!!!! I AM THE CHOSEN ONE!!!! YOU CANNOT STOP ME!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! (Ok.u know I'm lying..but I hope I will someday.. *dreams*)
Ok I just edited for dacrayZblaze1 so that it says *obi*..Thanx!
And for the others..I will be putting up the next chappy soon! Give me time!!!!!!
I accept criticism..but don't be too harsh....*tear*
The Meaning of Dreams
Chapter One: Kenshin's Decision
"I must forget about her..the memories of that day are destroying my life."
Kenshin sat alone outside of the Kamiya dojo. He could not stand being in the same room as Kaoru with such a thought on his mind as this. It was consuming his heart whenever he was close to the 17-year-old, blue-haired Kaoru. He longed to feel the truest passion with her, but sadly, he could not.
The reason was because of a dream that came from memories, that he had had the night before. It shed some light on a truth that he must realize. ( the dream) The soft white snow had been tainted with the blood from his enemy and yet, someone much closer than the enemy. She had saved him, his first love, Tomoe, and had to die for it. She lay in Kenshin's wounded, young arms as she slowly, but surely, faded away. She tried to speak as she became more and more drained of energy. Tears came tumbling down his cut up face as he spoke:
"Tomoe..don't speak..save what energy you have left so I can revive you. You can't leave me now...I adore you too much to let you die in such a terrible way."
Tomoe looked up at the blurring young swordsman and spoke, in almost a whisper, "Kenshin. I wanted to save you. I caused your pain and now I must pay the price. You must live on, to have a happy life. Fate has leaded me to here and I must accept that."
The young man holding this dying woman couldn't hold back anymore tears. He started bawling so much that the tears of pain fell onto the vanishing woman.
With very little strength, Tomoe lifted the knife that she had carried around each day for protection. She moved the knife up to his left cheek. She began to slice a line into his cheek, to finish the cross-shaped scar. He felt no pain as she continued this. The fresh wound started dripping blood onto the melting snow. "Now listen to me Kenshin. I have saved you because I love you. I gave my life to you because I want you to be happy. You must find someone new. Leave me behind. I am watching over you."
With that last breathe; she fainted into an eternal slumber.
Kenshin's eyes had been shut. He didn't want to accept the fact that she was gone. He wouldn't.
But, his mind gave in. He opened his eyes to see her one last time.
But it wasn't Tomoe lying motionless on the ground: it was Kaoru.
He fell back in shock. How is this her???? Tomoe died! NOT KAORU!!!!
Kenshin woke up in a sweat. He thought to himself:
"Was that real? Oh no...it wasn't. Thank the heavens!"
"But what did it all mean? Why was she lying dead in my dream? Was there something my mind wants to tell me?"
Kenshin pondered for a moment before he knew what it meant:
He feared for Kaoru's life because she would sacrifice herself to help the one she loves. And with all the danger he faces everyday, it would be hard to avoid the inevitable death that comes with it.
Kaoru loved him dearly; it was more than obvious with the way she acted.
He wanted to tell her so badly that he felt the same, but could not. He decided that it would be best to leave her alone so she wouldn't become a casualty.
Dinner time rolled around and it was Kenshin's turn to help Kaoru prepare it. Yahiko defiantly preferred that he helped.
"Say Kenshin," spoke Kaoru in a gentle and happy voice, "Could you pass me some of the special seasoning that you made? I think it would taste delicious in the soup I prepared for dinner."
Kenshin, who was busy preparing and cutting up some vegetables for the soup, decided to test the soup before letting her add anything. He reached for the wooden spoon with his small, soft hand and slowly moved it up to his mouth.
Kaoru watched him in amazement as he lifted the spoon.
"Dammit. How I wish he would use those tender hands to touch me. Why doesn't he just go for it? I wouldn't mind at all."
Kaoru's face turned a light shade of pink as the former manslayer sipped down the soup slowly. She felt a chill go down her spine as she witnessed this occurrence. Somehow, this made her lust for him more.
Kenshin set down the spoon and licked his sensitive lips. Kaoru's mind went wild with bliss as she looked at this action. She didn't realize that he was staring at her while she looked at him with desiring eyes. He spoke in his sweet, soothing wanderer voice and he stared into her beautiful blue eyes.
"Why would you need to add anything to the soup? It tastes good as it is."
Kaoru's eyes gleamed as she blushed even darker than before. She looked deeply back into his eyes, as if to tell him something.
Kenshin knew she wanted to say something important to him, but he didn't want her to say it and make it harder for him to let her down. He longed to tell her something important as well, but he didn't think the time was right.
The two stared into each others eyes for what seemed like hours. Neither of them wanted to pull away from the hungerous look. But Kaoru broke the silence.
"Ummmm...Kenshin?" spoke Kaoru in a loving voice, "Could you please pass me the seasoning?"
Kenshin let go of the glance and came back to reality.
"Ok..sure..but the soup doesn't need it."
Kaoru's glance changed.
"I'll decide what this dinner needs or not. What? Are you the master chef all of a sudden?" said Kaoru in a bitchy voice.
Kenshin looked at her in disbelief.
"I was just suggesting that---."
Kaoru got in his face and frowned as she cut him off, "Just because I'm not the best cook doesn't mean that you have to tell me what to make or how to make---!"
Kaoru stopped almost suddenly. She had realized that she was less than a few inches from his luscious lips. She looked up into Kenshin's curious stare.
Embarrassed, she attempted to move back. But, to her surprise, Kenshin had placed his hands around her tiny hips and smiled an innocent grin.
He thought to himself pleasingly, "I shouldn't do this.but.."
"Kensh---." she spoke instantly before she was taken up in a savory kiss by him.
She felt hot all over; either from embarrassment or passion. She could not tell which. All of this was so sudden that she was shocked. She decided to stop trying to hide her emotions from him.
She moved in closer until their bodies were so close that they seemed to be one. She let loose a sweet sigh of delight and pulled back her head to look into the rurouni's purple eyes. He looked at her and smiled.
"Can I..." whispered Kenshin as he removed a strand of hair from in front of her eyes, "Tell you something?"
Without hesitation, Kaoru believed she knew what he was going to say. She didn't realize what she was doing or saying as she blurted out her feelings to him:
"I love you Kenshin. I have wanted to feel your touch since the day you saved me on the streets of Tokyo and came to live with me. I enjoyed it when you walked in on me while I was in the bath and when you walked in on us girls at the springs. Kenshin, you make me feel different and I have never felt this way about anyone else."
Kaoru's heated words made Kenshin step back in astonishment. He did not think that Kaoru would say those words. He felt guilt climb inside him as he listened to those fateful words.
She looked up at Kenshin with fear in her eyes and her small pale hands shaking realizing what she had just done.
"Di.Did..I say some.thing.wrong?"
"Not at all." expressed Kenshin, still trying to fight back the temptation to have her.
He placed her on the counter and wiped away her tears. He moved closer yet again to feel her body. He kissed her on her neck and gradually moved up toward her ear. He lightly nibbled on it as she giggled with excitement. He reached around and slowly attempted to release the obi that kept her kimono in place. He wanted so long to release her from the clothes which she wears and see her: TRULY SEE HER. He wanted to touch every inch of her precious body, but he had made up his mind: HE HAD TO STOP.
She wanted him to go on; it was obvious. But he pulled away and spoke to her in a civil and serious tone.
"Kaoru, I can't do this."
She looked at him with confusion in her eyes.
"But..you just...touched me....why?"
"Well..I...just...can't"
With that last comment, he exited the kitchen and went to the side of the dojo.
"I cannot let this happen again to the woman I love. I must not let Kaoru involve herself with Me." whispered Kenshin so softly that is almost sounded like he said nothing at all.
Kenshin suddenly let silent tears fall down his soft cheeks. He stood up and left mutely as he walked away from the dojo's porch and headed toward his living quarters. He didn't want to experience the pain and suffering he felt with Tomoe. He finally felt inside that it was for the best.
As he arrived at his door, he heard a shrill scream. It was Kaoru. He ran using his God-like speed to her room. As he slid the door open, his jaw dropped.
Author's Note: what u thinks.huh? My first Kenshin fic! Well I left some sort of cliffhanger..but oh well. Plz R&R!!!!! YOU READERS MEAN A LOT TO ME!!!!!!
Next time on RK: Kaoru feels the pain...but what about Kenshin? TUNE IN NEXT TIME!!!!!
PS- do you all think I rated this right?
^_^x soralvr926 out!