[This happened to me in real life but, making it happen to a random character.. hope you like.]

Hey my name's Jaden. I'm a girl by the way. Here's the time I got abandoned.

So I had a best friend, her name is Annabelle. This is what she was to me. I trusted her so much, there wasn't a person I trusted more. We would sneak around just to talk to each other on the phone. Just like those stupid romantic movies where the guy throws a rock at the girls window at night. She made my life worth living, she was my wish come true. I told her that... she said the same. We even said we'll grow old together and we had so many plans. We told each other we loved each other. We called each other family. Being friends with her was the best thing that ever happened to me.

But one day, she just stopped answering me. All the times I called her on her phone, on Skype, facetime, messaged her facetime, messaged her phone, even on kik. Nothing... not even read. This went on every day for a whole month. She doesn't know but I cried to the fact that we told each other we would be there for each other. We would be there when we needed someone most. I had a lot of sh*t happen... and I got super depressed. No one was there for me. I never felt so alone. I never felt so abandoned.

Yea I never felt so abandoned until eventually, I got a text from her. ONE TEXT. I wasn't even mad at her at that point, I could cry so hard with happiness. I was so happy. I went to the message so fast. Guess what it said? I'll fix the grammar because there was a lot of mistakes. "Look i'm sorry to break it to you like this but we can't be friends anymore like don't ask why or anything it's just personal problems I won't answer you or anyone else now I got to go." ...Such a half as* goodbye. WAS EVERYTHING SHE EVER TOLD ME JUST BULLSH*T!? SHE SAID SHE WOULDN'T LEAVE ME SHE SAID SHE CARED ABOUT ME SHE TOLD ME SHE LOVED ME! She called me family... she told me I made her life worth living... I asked her one day what she would do if I killed myself. She said she would die. I kept asking her trying to get a different response but that's all she kept saying. "I'll just die." It was so easy to say goodbye. Personal problems my as*. Why wouldn't she tell me? Why would she not want me to ask? Why won't she reply? She clearly has a choice. Once I read the message I was just... completely broken..I fell to the floor and sobbed as if everyone in the world died and I was all alone... It sure as hell felt like it. I cried for a while. So many thoughts... "I hate myself.. I wanted someone by my side.. this world is made of lies... no one will save me or be there for me.. I am all alone... people could care less about me... will you grab my hand if I jump?"

So what did I do? Nothing, because i'm too scared of what happens next. I got some scissors that were dull and sliced across all over my arm hard enough for it to leave scars... I couldn't stop... I was so scared... no self-control... it just happened. No one was there for me.. and no one will, I kept saying that. No one would give me a hand, a hug, or a shoulder when I needed one. Not many people know about my problems.. because their all hidden behind my fake smile...

I never felt so alone, broken or abandoned...and I still feel like this..