My soul is ripping, the tears are dripping. My words are unspoken and my heart is broken.
Wanting your words but not to be heard, why don't you speak when I appear to be weak, needing you here to get rid of the fear.
For I am the small you tower so tall, looking at me as if I am nothing at all.
My heart is in shards and I find it too hard, as I look at your eyes I can see into your soul, but what I find there is nothing at all.
I gave you my love for that's what you asked, then what you did next happened so fast, you tore off my clothing and had me to pray. "Please master, please master stop this I say" but you did not listen and now it is you I fear.
You ravished me body and left me to tear. Now as you leave you turn and say "that was fun, that's do it again someday." So as I sit cold on the floor I believe that's it is true you didn't love me before.
All you wanted was me in your bed; you didn't care at all it was all in my head. You hear me cry and run back to me, as I lay curled on the floor you can't believe what you see.
You rush in and hug me, embracing me too, "love I'm so sorry what can I do?" You pull me closer and cover me up. "Sorry my love I didn't know it would hurt you so much" I cry on his shoulder stupid I am, for I am in love with this cold heart man. "Honey I'm sorry I needed you bad, my stupid act of lust has made you so sad."
"It is okay master, really I'm fine, to be held in your arms, it covers your crime." He gives me a kiss of passion and sorrow. "Can I stay in your arms? At lest till tomorrow?" "My love you can stay in my arms for years, so long as you promise to stop those tears."
I smile at him and those crumbling words are more then enough to make me be heard. "I know you can't love me, I understand that, but please will you try to respect me if only that?" "I do respect you and even more, baby, honey it is you I adore."
"I can't lie and yes it is true, that the one I want is my only you." He places another sweet passionate kiss, and after this he grants me a wish. "Will you stay here, here by me side?" "Of course I will master I need not decide." With those words I knew it was true my life would be pain inflicted by you.