Okay, I was reading the manga and this actually is the past of our beloved mage. This is a total spoiler, so don't read if you are going to get on my butt about it later. You know that I don't own any of these characters.
The cell was dark and cold. Fai's body shivered as he looked through his small prison's bars, longing for freedom. He truly was pointless. No one in the world would care for something like him, something so pitiful, so dirty. He was a lost cause, a man without hope, and it was here that he was to die.
Tears welled in his perfect blue eyes, running down his grimy cheeks. His bony hands, thin from starvation, rose to grasp the cool metal of the bars that held him in. Slowly, painfully, he raised himself up and gazed out.
"Please," he whispered hoarsely. "Please, kill me. I want to die."
His voice grew louder as he repeated the words, finally screaming them into the damp air. After a while, he sank to the ground sobs wracking his frail frame.
"I want to die," he whispered once more. "But first, I want to be loved."
R&R. Thanx!
P.S. Sorry it is sooooo short.