Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha. Sob.

A/N. This is my first fanfic, I got the idea for it when I read the notes my friend had wrote to me but never sent.

Of course his weren't sad or romantic, and none of them hinted at suicide, that part just came from my overly dramatic self.

Well, read and enjoy!


Chapter One

Hearts darkest desires

OoO

3/18/1503

Dear Inuyasha,

I know I will never give you this letter, as usual, but I just have to write this.

I love you. I just can't help it. Nothing could keep me away, not even your jerkish attitude.

Ever since the well closed you haven't been the same.

Sometimes I worry you hate me because of what happened to Kikyo.

Her death was my fault. Everything was my fault. I was the one who broke the sacred jewel,

Causing Naraku to pursue it. If I wasn't around maybe you would have been able to save her,

Maybe having all of her soul would have kept her alive.

Today you caught me with a knife, I told you my bow was chipped in places and I wanted to fix it.

You told me I was a "stupid wench" and told me to use a smaller knife otherwise I would cut myself.

It was kind of ironic, if you only knew what I had been planning.

Kagome Higarashi

OoO


A/N. Review! Please! Since I'm new I know I need some improvement so critiques are welcome as well.

Please don't flame. They make me cry and make it impossible to name characters.