A/N: Okay, thank you for giving this fic a chance. This is kind of a vent out of frustration; something that happens to me often: "I want to publish something… but I haven't finished any chapter!" So yeah. Please enjoy :D
P.s. from one of the reviewer in the Indonesia version, I've added a chara in this chap! Hehe
Disclaimer: I don't own KHR
Summary: Every people have those words they would've never said—those oh-so simple words that just couldn't get out of their mouth. And everyone was no exception. Chap 1: Tsuna. Drabble. All chara, open to request.
Warning: drabble.
Sawada Tsunayoshi
"Why do you think we're fighting? Because we're still gonna have a snowball fight and watch fireworks together! That's why we're fighting! That's why we're getting stronger! I still want to laugh with everyone, BUT IF YOU DIE IT'S USELESS!"
Sawada Tsunayoshi, nicknamed Tsuna, was one splendid boss. He has more than thousands of families under his wings and he has the most advanced technology, knowledge, power over the globe. He was only twenty five, yes. But it all started and succeeded because of his friends—his own famiglia.
If not because of the baby-tutor, Reborn, who came to his room that day when he's fourteen, he would've never started anything; his life would stay the way it was, and he'll always be that 'Dame-Tsuna'.
If only there's no Gokudera Hayato, he won't be able to create his family; he wouldn't know it feels to have friends and how it feels to be trusted.
If only there's no Yamamoto Takeshi, perhaps he would never gain his own self-respect; he'll always think himself a loser that could do nothing for someone else.
If only there's no Sasagawa Ryohei, perhaps he would never find the courage to fight things out; he'll always run away, trying to think ways roundabout.
If only there's no Hibari Kyouya, maybe he would always be doubtful; never think that any task was possible and never think to have someone acknowledged.
If only there's no Lambo, maybe he'll never know how to be responsible for someone; he'll never know how to care for someone weaker—someone that needed protection more than himself.
If only there's no Rokudo Mukuro, maybe he'll never know what pain is; Mukuro was the first one who has ever taught him that.
If only there's no Chrome Dokuro, maybe he'll forever stay feeble; it's because of Chrome he learnt to trust his instinct and make a decision.
If only there's no Sasagawa Kyoko, Miura Haru, I-Pin, Bianchi, Fuuta, and the others, maybe he'll never know what it feels to have something important; they're the reason he keep fighting.
And if only there's no Xanxus and the Varia, Byakuran and the Millefiore, Enma and the Shimon, or the Arcobaleno and Vindice, maybe he'll never know how to gain trust after hatred for fate's brutality…
And that's why—because it's so precious and irreplaceable, maybe the 'what if' itself was the one that scared Tsuna to the bone. That chance of never meeting them; that possibility of losing them—that one day a subordinate will barge into his office and say it's too late.
That's why in the mafia world, that word is so scary—because it hold too many possibilities of things. Too many things that he couldn't be certain of. Especially as a boss who has to say it the most often…
That word was so powerful and lonely—and perhaps that's why the hardest thing for him to say is this;
"Good bye…"
A/N: Thanks for reading! I'll see if I should continue this or not based on this first chap hehe… Any request for the next one? Any theme or suggestion? Thanks for reading!
P.s. there's a poll in my profile, mind to check it out? Hehe