Fake Smiles
I may always smile,
a huge grin which blinds,
but,
that is not my true self,
hidden beyond closed blinds,
for I am full of surprises,
my allies by thy name,
but,
I shall start to forget such charities,
in one such way.
For I am losing myself,
beyond my starlit sky.
I have hid myself for a decade,
hiding behind false smiles,
showing the world a fake half,
telling the world I am sane,
when in reality,
I am about to break.