NOTHING EVER HURT LIKE YOU
I'm sitting here in the middle of an empty room. I'm done with interrogation. It was boring…to me and to the guy who's been questioning me. I guess it disgusted us both. And now…I'm glad that I'm left alone…finally.
Great…isn't it the time I should spend to think about…him. No, this is not good, this is not what I want for myself, not after all that he did to me.
But…it's so hard not to think about you…asshole.
You, you, you, it's you, Uchiha. I've been through many sufferings but it's you who hurt me the most. You made me try so hard not to love you, you know. But cruelly, you also got me impossible to hate you.
Loving you was so easy for me. I can talk all day about how much I love you. Aghh, I disgust myself for that.
And yeah...some people say love tastes so much better when it's cruel. Damn, they were so right. That's why I fell for somebody like you, somebody I knew he would never have feelings for me.
To you, all the things I could give, all the pain that I had to deal with, they were all just a game. And I was sucked in the game I don't wanna play.
And of course you played me good. Of course you dug a deep painful hole into my heart. And then you filled it with...more pain.
You hurt me like crazy when you had a chance. But baby damn you, you made me want you more. So much more than I ever should.
Yeah…you might think that I'm going crazy…I think so too.
But the pain just can't be eased. And I'm still in love…with you.
Loving you gave me so many things, so many emotions, so many feelings that I never thought I could have. But you also took away from me so many things instead.
And now, I'm here, giving out my thoughts again.
I bet nobody in this whole world can be that crazy because of you…except for me.
But I think crazy for you is all that I've ever been.
It's so sad but true, it's not real until you feel the pain and…I've felt it all.
But all these wounds and scars you left me just can't stop me…from making my way back to you, to all the pain again and again and again...
God, but it hurt me like a hurricane train when you left me. How the hell was I gonna deal with that?
I don't seem to have many choices, do I? I'll be the one who's scared anyway. And you'll be the one who walks away.
No, I'm not surprise the way I'm always thinking about you. I just wonder…if you're thinking about me. But did you ever think about me at all?
Through all this time, after all that I've been through, it's still so hard to forget about you.
It's ok then, I won't force myself to. I decided not to forget about you.
After all, thanks to you I've learned the lesson of my life. It was hard but I was gonna have to learn that one way or another. And I'm glad that I've learned it from the one I love or used to but that doesn't really matter now.
And I'm glad that you taught me well and helped me realize that…NOTHING EVER HURT LIKE YOU...