Hey guys this is my first Fic that's about Emma/Jay...song is Im just a kid by simple plan and Emma is emo is this fic.(also this is after the Rick thing and the thing at the ravine never happened)

I woke up it was seven...waited till eleven just to figure out that no one would call

I think ive got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them

what's another night all alone

when your spending everyday on your own

and hear it goes

im just a kid and life is a nightmare

im just a kid I know that its not fair

nobody cares cuz im alone and the world is having more fun than me...

Emma's POV

Wow that song basically describes my life. How pathetic. I mean really that is kinda sad. First day back to that hell hole I call Degrassi. Everything is behind me now. Rick, Sean, my look, my morals, everything. Im going to start over new, and start not giving a damn about any of these inconsiderate morons.

" Emma hurry up or you might be late to school!" I hear my mother yell unnecessarily loud. God she sounds like a fucking chimpanzee.

" Oh no! Somebody call the fucking army!!!" I yelled back sarcastically, enjoying the sound of my mothers angry stomping. What a useless bitch. God I cant stand her or that lying cheating husband of hers.

I walk up the stairs anticipating the shocked look on my mothers face when she sees my 'new' look. I almost look like the old Ellie…only way hotter. I don't think my mom has seen my new black streaks, well she's gonna now. I get to the top and throw on my knee high combat boots. The look on her face, priceless.

" Emma! Wh-what in the world are you wearing? And what's in your hair??" She gasped.

" Umm…lets see im wearing a black skirt, a red tank, combat boots…oh ya and black streaks. Are you blind or something? Maybe you should go see an eye doctor." I retorted slamming the door before that stupid woman could utter another word. She was right though I looked nothing like myself. My old wardrobe consisted of bright pink skirts and white hater tops. This new one contained black and red skirts and tops. It screamed death walking. Just the way I wanted it to be. Studded belts and bracelets. Screaming I'll kick your ass if you mess with me. The walk was fairly short and only made me wish my house was further from the damned school. I was not looking forward to this year. Not at all.

I arrived at school about six minutes late, good, it was intentional. First period was English, the subject I always loved and now despised. Especially that loud mouth Kwan. I strode into the class as if everyone was waiting on me. This really pissed off kwan.

" Excuse me miss Nelson is there a reason you decided to show up late for my class and then so rudely interrupt it?" She fumed, if this were a cartoon the smoke would defiantly be coming from her ears.

" I showed up late because, trust me, I was in no hurry to get hear and I interrupted it to save my fellow class mates a few seconds of your boring lesson. Does that answer your question ma'am?" I finished sweetly.

"Take your seat Miss Nelson!" Kwan bellowed.

" YES SIR! Oopsie… I mean yes Ma'am! " I walked to the very back of the class , some students were giggling and some were clapping or cheering loudly. Oh god, the only seat left was next to jay Hogart, who had a bored expression on hid face, apparently my performance was unimpressive to him. Well he was the school badass, a little girl like myself would never impress him. I plopped down throwing my books onto the desk, and crossing my legs, exposing more of my fishnet covered skin. Who cares? They all want to see anyways right?

" Yo green peace!" Jay whispered, still calling me green peace? How absolutely annoying!" Nice bracelet" He finished, pointing out the one with three rows of metal studs. Then without any warning he grabbed my wrist and took it right off, then he had the audacity to snap it onto his own arm! What a jerk!

" Thanks." He replied with a slick grin.

" Asshole" I muttered, but couldn't help cracking a tiny smile, has he always been this cute without even trying to be? Amazing.

When the bell rang after 45 antagonizing minutes of pain, I jumped from my seat and raced out the door. Next class was Media immersion with Mr. Asshole, I think I'll skip this one. As I was walking to the back of the building I was grabbed by a strong arm and spun around to see who it might be. Guess who, Jay.

" Hey green peace where ya goin? Nowhere without me. " He announced yanking on my arm, telling me to follow him out the back door.

" Where we going?" I asked sounding very much unenthused.

" Wherever the hell I feel like taking your skinny ass!" He yelled tugging on me harder. I smirked a little, why the hell would Jay want to take me somewhere? Is it my new look? Maybe hes looking at me a little different from before. Well maybe I am too, looking at him differently that is.

And maybe when the night is dead I'll crawl into my bed

Staring at these four walls again

I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time

Everyone's got somewhere to go

And there gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

Im just a kid and life is a nightmare

Im just a kid I know that its not fair

Nobody cares come in alone and the world is having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me

Cant fit in with anybody

How did this happen to me?

Wide awake im bored and I cant fall asleep

And every night is the worst night ever

Alright so that's the first part! Sorry its so short! If a get a few reviews ill post more very soon. aShLeY