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She ran her fingertips over the fraying red threads and pressed her face against the soft fabric. It suffocated her; the familiar scent of stale marijuana, rubbing alcohol, and powdered nitrile gloves.

It was a poison - one whose only antidote was the poison itself. Like cigarettes, but faster and slower at the same time; no smoke, no fire. She quit years ago.

Cold turkey; abruptly.