AN: A few moments described between Mia and Brian..Lots of Fluff but beware they some of them may be sad and heartbreaking!

DISCLAIMER: I do not own the fast and furious series or characters.

After the events of TFAF

Misery

MIA POV

I laid on my bed with my sheets tangled around my legs. My hair covered the pillow as I drenched it with warm tears. My heart ached and fingers dug in the sheets. I missed the warmth beside me, I miss the strong arms around me.

Heartbreak.

Dom was worried sick about me. Ever since he returned without Brian I just fell to pieces. Everything just seemed lifeless to me. The one thing that I hold on to was Brian. Dom and the others welcomed him with open arms in this family and his face was so innocent and his smile was so sincere but he betrayed us, me.

I fell for him quickly and I fell hard, not realizing that my heart would suffer a ache later on-wards. I trusted him so easily but I missed him so much. I closed my eyes tightly so stop the tears from flowing but they traveled down my cheeks. My nose was red and blocked and my vision was blurry.

I miss his strong arms around me, I miss his soft gentle warm lips moving with mine. I miss the touch of his warm skin caressing mine and most importantly I miss his beautiful blue eyes.

His eyes were bright smoldering blue which drew me in. They were bright and lively and they were filled with happiness and love. I always caught him gazing at me with love. Was it fake? After all those times together, was all it fake?

I still remember his words. "I'm a cop" He said in a low voice and that second my heart broke. He looked like he was crushed when I called him a bastard. He truly was one.

That bastard.

But I still think about it. Did he really love me? I don't think i can ever trust him again. I slowly got up and roughly wiped my tears away with my hands and got up. I didn't care to glance at the mirror on how I looked all I cared about was getting what I needed the most.

I slowly stumbled in the kitchen and glanced at the sharp object in front of me. I gazed at for a long time before slowly reaching out and taking it. I stared at the shiny sharp metal and glanced at my wrist. Pain.

Maybe it could ease my pain. The tears slowly trickled down my cheek and I shuddered as I slowly lowered the knife to my wrist. It slowly grazed the tip of my skin before the knife slowly pressed on the soft skin making the warm liquid ooze out of the cut.

The pain was soothing and I felt at ease and the cut deepened and I slowly smiled as tears fell from my cheek.

The next second I felt strong large arms around my waist and the knife disappeared and I saw the knife on the ground which was stained with a red liquid. The blood trickled down from my wrist and I heard a lot of voices and I let out a sob and I leaned against the chest of the man holding me.

"Letty! bandages!" I heard a deep voice and I slowly dropped on the floor."What do you think you were doing Mia?" Dom softly asked in my ear as I sobbed in his chest. I felt pressure on my wrist but I ignored it.

Dom cradled me against his chest as Letty bandaged my wrist. I felt Dom's lips on my forehead and fingers stroked my hair. "Promise me you won't do this again. Ever." Dom said in a low tone. I simply nodded as I drenched his shirt with tears.

I closed my eyes and my fingers clutched his shirt. My voice as weak and broken as I croaked.

"I miss Brian"

Never again in my life will I ever shed another tear for Brian O'Connor.