"You engaged in a relationship with your BESTFREIND, Len! YOUR BESTFRIEND!" the blonde lass finally shed her tears. "But you know what's more stupid? . . .Me!" her voice was cracking but she didn't care she needed to let it all out. "I let it happened! I believed you for Kami's sake! I was so foolish in believing that you won't treat me like what you do to your other girls..." she sobbed a bit taking a deep breath "I guess. . ." her lips quivered as she looked at him straight in the eye "I guess I missed the fact that I was a girl too, and in your perspective we are all the same"
"Rin, I-" The lad wanted to say something but was stop as she put a hand in front while she shook her head "It doesn't matter anymore, Len. I've known you since we were kids so I don't need your explanations anymore." she gave him a smile as her tears continued to fall. "Goodbye Kagamine, Len. May you find someone who'll make you feel the love that you've been seeking" He felt a pang of guilt as he watched her leave.
In his mind he knew that he found the girl that he had been searching for. In his heart he felt that it will never be whole again, yet he let her go, he hurt her so bad and that's why he stood there. He didn't show any initial reaction of stopping her. The only thing left in him was his PRIDE, if one found out that he got hurt because of a break-up then his playboy image won't be the same ever again.
He turned the opposite direction and headed home.
...
That was the last time he saw her. That was the last time he saw her blonde hair the was the color of sunset, those soft blonde locks that he never gets tired of touching as he watch the strands slip from his finger like high quality silk. He missed her smell, her tropical orange scent that calms him. And most of all he missed her grins that gave off everything she felt but the last time he saw her smile it had to be the one that was covered with sadness.
The girl transferred schools after the incident, the teachers did say it was because her father was assigned to a new destination from his work. However, the rumours about him breaking her heart spread-out the school. Most of her friends and classmates were mad at him for an entire year.
Teto and Gumi her closest companions couldn't forgive him until now. Miku and Luka whom she treated like her big sisters never showed him the anger they felt but the disappointed looks that they would throw at him.
Among everyone else the most hurt person whom had the hard time coping up for her disappearance was Piko. He was really attached to Rin.
"I warned you didn't I Kagamine! If you were just going to hurt her you shouldn't have asked her out!" He punched him hard on the face. Len wasn't prepared for it, no one saw this side of the young lad. He was always so shy, barely spoken a word.
It was good that Kaito and Gakupo held him or else he would've ended up in the hospital for a month.
"Why did she have to transfer?! Why not you?!" He yelled while still being held.
Len knew from that day their friendship will never be the same again. That every time he would be at the meeting for their club Piko never failed to give him his snide comments. "You have some shameless d*** for still being able to show your face here after what you've done." Or "Oh so that's why the air suddenly turned polluted." At first most members were stunned at Piko's remarks. The once warm welcoming boy was replaced by a cold hearted replica.
Len wanted to quit, many times had it cross to his mind but there was only one thing that stopped him from doing so. There was only one person whom was still there to encourage him, Rin.
She wasn't there physically cheering him on but the memories that she left him, especially when he looked at their picture which he always kept in his wallet.
He would always recall her smile as she said the words. . .
"I love singing, don't you Len?" She grinned.
"Vocaloid is one hard club to get in I'm glad we're one of the chosen." She smiled in relief.
"Eh? After that nerve wrecking audition you wanna quit?! Don't you dare Kagamine I'm warning you." she looked at him sternly. "You don't want your baby pictures to spread in the school bulletin, would you?" Rin smiled evilly.
"Someday I wanna have a duet with you, Len. Promise we'll do a duet. Okay?" She grinned as she laced her pinky finger with his.
"Don't ever let go of your dreams, Len" she gave him one of her gentle smiles.
He once had been stupid of letting her go. This time he won't do the same with his goal, his aim of excelling his skills in singing. Maybe just maybe someday he and Rin could do the duet.
