Dear Luke,

I don't even know where to begin this whatchamacallit letter... So I'm just going to say what's on my mind.

Ever since you blackmailed me and dragged me down to Oakdale, my life has been nothing but filled with turmoil and you, Mr. Snyder have been a pain in my ass. You just had to cure your boyfriend's eyesight and needed to kidnap me away from patients in Texas for it to happen. But I must say, I wouldn't change it for the world.

Cause I got to meet you, Luke. Somehow, unbeknownst to myself, I cared for you and worried about you and laughed with you along the way. No matter how much of a pain and a stubborn spoiled brat you are, I apparently was under your charms. Now this next part might shock me more than it will shock you. . . My feelings, which I do have just rarely show it. I am a human being sometimes anyway.

After falling for your stubborn rich ways, your smile is what caught my attention the most unbelievably. When you flashed that around, it made my horrible days at the hospital just fade away. I would smile inside everytime. And when you stood up to me a couple times... You seemed to tolerate my arrogant selfish self no matter what day either of us were having. I was deeply intrigued and see what else the spoiled brat could do. But what evidently happened next,wasn't good for me. It literally tore my heart in pieces. It felt like hell. You've always talked how Noah was important and that's all that mattered. And how his eyesight is top priority and how supposedly he was still your boyfriend or wasn't your boyfriend... Either way I hated it. Cause you were deep in my thoughts, your touch lingering against my skin and I wanted you more than a fat kid wants cake. God damn it, you made me crazy everytime you talk about Noah the way that you do.I wanted to be the one you talk about that way, I wanted to be to the one that was in your thoughts and heart. I wanted you whole, just mine alone and only.

But of course, I couldn't reveal this revelation to you. You were still caught in Noah and I had to remain as professional as I could but as we kissed for the second, third and fourth time ... I couldn't handle it anymore. I wanted you so badly at that point, I didn't care about anything else except getting you to be mine. Luke. . . I love you. I am yours heart and soul and body if you'll have me. But I shouldn't be talking right? You have to make your choice as I have to make mine. When Bob dealed me that ultimatum, I thought of you and only you. Truthfully, I didn't care about the neurology wing or my job. But it was bob, never let him know what you're really plannig and I was planning on giving up my job and keeping you forever. I'm definitely not letting you go once I've got you. This is how much you mean to me, Luke.

But I am terribly honest to god sorry for not telling you about the ultimatum, I don't know what I was thinking, I just didn't want you to make the choice for me which you did this afternoon, sadly and most of all, I didn't want to lose you. But I will make it up to you, I swear... I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you if I have to. So starting now, prepared to be surprised and I'm going to make you fall for me once more.

I'm glad though that you took a chance on me, I won't make you regret that decision. Even though, I mostly am always difficult to deal with, you're still here, talking to me...is all I could ask for. Please forgive me for not telling you. And if this letter doesn't show you how much I really do care for you then maybe this will. . .I'm going to resign.

I love you, Luke Snyder.

xoxoxoxo

Love,

Reid Oliver