It's been three days.
Three days since I held you. Kissed you. Loved you.
Now what? We go back to what we used to be. I can't. I know I said I loved him. But you were right we don't belong, don't fit. But I need him. Need you. I'm so torn. I screamed your name. I meant it. I wanted anyone just for a night, but there you were trying to resist, because you didn't want me that way. But you got me.
So, where do we go from here? Back to the same routine. I can't. I won't.I love you. I can't breathe when you are around. Can't see anyone but you.I gave you your name. You kept it. I didn't think you would. It's so you. It's been three days. That's too long a time to be without you. I love you.