Who else agrees that GilxRaam needs a bit more love? And just for the record, I like to use 'Raamganas' instead of 'Laamgarnus' mainly because I want to avoid picturing Lamb Chop from Barney while I am writing (because my imagination is that odd).

Disclaimer: The following characters are the property of Mineko Ohkami.


Life Is Worth Living


You were standing there in front of me, your eyes nervous and unsure, your lips drawn into a slight pout as you worried your lower lip with your teeth, and your hands fidgeted with the hem of my shirt that dwarfed your small frame and fell to your thighs. It was such an adorable sight. Your sudden glare at my amusement only earned you a few chuckles, probably not what you had intended.

I don't think you ever understood my true intentions. I probably seemed like an annoying weirdo when I dressed you up and teased you relentlessly. But to see so many emotions from you was enough to give my life meaning. And I loved it when you would open up to me; just let yourself be yourself.

You were never my pet; never my toy; never my slave. And I am sorry if my pushiness ever made you feel that way. I just wanted to give you back everything you had ever lost; to mend your broken soul; to see the color of life radiate your tanned skin; to take away the scars that would forever mar your precious body.

Even if you had been the one to take my life, I would have forgiven you in a heartbeat. In the brief moments we shared together, you took away my loneliness, filling the void that had once plagued my entire existence.

And now, where my life draws to a close, yours opens to the beginning of something magnificent. Make me proud, Kitten. I will be patiently waiting for you at the end of your journey.


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