Taru: Well this was just something that was buzzing around the empty space in my head where my brain should be. It's also my first songfic! Yay! I also know that it probably sucks monkey balls, so...yeah... I kind of thought that the song really spoke for itself, so there isn't much content. So just enjoy and uh, review if you like. -Grins-
I had left her...I had left her alone...I left her there, and she never knew if I would ever come back...
Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
She had moved on. She was done waiting for me. She had become strong. And She didn't need me anymore. I had changed too. I was no longer the same person she had known for so long. I was not the man she had loved. I was no longer anything to her.
And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
She wonders why I came back? After almost two long years, she wonders why I couldn't stay away? She wonders why didn't I just leave her alone like I had for so long?
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
I still don't believe her. I know that she can't just forget how much she loved me. I know she lies to herself and those around her and says she's done with me. She lies every time she says "I don't love you."
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick inside of all the needless beatings
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
She thinks she knows what I feel. She thinks I don't remember. She thinks I don't care. She thinks she understands. But she doesn't know. She doesn't know me. She doesn't know how I feel. She doesn't understand.
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Woah, woah...
Can less than two years change a person that much? Can she really just move on like that? Can she really get over me like that?
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
No. Her smile is still a lie. No matter how real it seems I can see through the deception. I know that she still feels for me. I know she does still love me.
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
But she's trying. She's trying to move on. She's trying to be happy.
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
And who am I to stop her? Who am I to try and keep her from doing what I've been doing for so long? Who am I to take away all the progress she's made over these past years?
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
Maybe it's best for her to believe...she doesn't love me...like she did so long ago...