So, this is my new story. It's not set in the timeline of the show but uses its characters. I don;t know yet how long its going to be but I know where its going. I've been out of this fanfiction business for a while so I don't know if this story has already been done so if so, my apologies to those authors. Just link me to your stories so I know not to step on peoples toes. Thanks and I hope you like it.

Chapter 1

Logan had to smile. He had been stood in the doorway of Kendall's bedroom for almost 7 minutes and the other boy still hadn't noticed his presence. He was too busy talking to himself about whether to bring this book or the other or if there would be room for both of his guitars all while blocking out the world with his headphone blasting some song at a ridiculously loud pitch that Logan worried if he would be able to hear anything at all if he kept it up.

The suitcase on the bed and the numerous boxes around the room made Logan smile. They did it. They had actually completed high school despite all of the drama and heart break and exams and fights and they were finally going to college and more importantly they were going together. Being the openly gay couple in an extremely small town in Minnesota was one of the toughest things either of them and their families had gone through but here they were, 3 years later; well 15 years if you count the day Logan moved to Minnesota from Texas. Plus how cliche of them to be the school jock and the nerd to fall in love huh?

Logan was following his dreams to be doctor and had gotten early acceptance to the University of Minnesota Medical school, well there and Harvard but he had never wanted to be that far from Kendall or his parents and Kendall would never leave his mother or his sister. Kendall had gotten a scholarship to play Hockey at Minnesota University and it was only a 2 hour drive from his Mom and Katie. Logan's parents had supported their son in all parts of his life and had accepted Kendall in Logan's life a long time ago. As a gift for them both they had paid the first semester rent on an apartment for the two of them to share. Hence all the boxes in Kendall's room.

Logan had already moved his stuff down to the apartment and today was Kendall's turn but as per usual the blond had left everything to the last minute. It was now going on 10 minutes and Kendall had abandoned the packing for what Logan would assume in Kendall's words was an ultimate air guitar solo. Now Logan couldn't keep in his laughter as the usually graceful hockey player fell backwards over one of the packed boxes. One of the headphones fell out and for the first time Kendall noticed the cute brunette stood in his doorway, evidently amused by his behavior.

"How much of that did you see?"

"I've been stood here for almost...12 minutes now" Logan smirked looking at his watch.

"So all of it then?" Logan nodded before entering the room and offering a hand to the other boy. Once on his feet he gave Logan a quick kiss.

"All set?" Logan questioned. By the looks of things Kendall was nearly there but there was still alot of packing that had to be done.

"It's a work in progress but I should be done soon...I hope" he replied looking around his room. Most of the essentials stuff like clothes and laptop and Hockey gear was packed it was the extra he was having a hard time deciding between, things Logan said made their apartment 'theirs' and 'homey' "I think I might bring the main things down and if I realise I forgot something I can get it the next weekend my mom comes to visit or we come to visit here"

"Sounds like a plan. Want to go load this stuff in your car?" Logan offered picking up the first box nearest to him.

"What would I do without you?" Kendall smiled picking up another box and following his boyfriend out of his bedroom passing his 13 year old sister Katie on the way "Hey Katie, grab a box will you?" She grabbed one and followed the pair. Kendall gave her a skeptical look. " No comments or remarks"

"Nope" Katie replied with a smile that Kendall didn't trust.

"You don't want money?" Kendall questioned.

"Thanks for offering, I'll have 5 bucks a box" Logan smirked while Kendall groaned. He had walked into that one. It took 25 mins and $20 of Kendall's money to load the essentials into his car. Kendall returned to his room to make sure that they there was anything left.

It was a strange feeling looking at his now half empty room. He looked up when he felt someone watching him from the door. He turned and found his mother looking into the room and watching him, a small sad smile on her face. "Feels weird" he admitted

"For you? How do you think I feel?" she joked stepping into the room.

"Yea I guess" he accepted walking a sitting on his unmade bed as his mother joined him. A thought struck him "Do you remember the last time we were sat like this?"

"Yeah I do" she said with a sad smile. That night Kendall came out to his grandfather, his fathers father Donald Snr. Needless to say, their communication had all but stopped since. He had come to try and convince Kendall to sign up, keep the family tradition of Military service alive. Kendall's father had died during service and he knew it was his mothers worst nightmare for Kendall to enlist. Plus there was the whole 'Don't ask, don't tell' and that was a real issue for Kendall.

"Think he's ever going to talk to me again?" Kendall wondered.

"Do you want to talk to him again?" she questioned.

"Not really. Still can't say I haven't thought about it" he paused and realised something "I know I've never asked you, but what do you think dad would have said...about me being gay"

Jennifer looked at her son. She knew how hard it had been for him to accept himself and the whole situation with his grandfather had really pushed Kendall but he stood his ground, for Logan and more importantly for himself. It was the first time someone he loved had for all intensive purposes rejected him and yet Kendall had persevered and he was in a great place now. He was going to college, he had met someone special, had fallen in love all while maintaining who he was.

"Kendall, your father would have been so proud of you" He didn't seem to believe her "Kendall look at me" It never ceased to amaze her how alike he was to his father physically but more so he was every bit the man his father was. "He would have loved you no matter who you loved. I know what your grandfather said got to you but I know the man I married and believe me" a sad smile crossed her face at the memory of her husband "he wouldn't have cared"

She reached over and pulled her baby boy into a hug and he hugged her back. "Thanks mom. I don't know how I'm going to survive without you"

"Logan will look after you just like you will look after him. You two will be just fine that I have no worries about" She gave him one more smile before standing. "Just make sure you boys come and visit me okay"

"I'll make sure he comes home don't worry" Logan's voice made them both look up. Jennifer smiled and embraced Logan gently.

"Thank you Logan" She walked out of the room before popping her head back into the room "I'm going to the store to get something special for dinner. Logan I want you and your parents to come too okay!" She scolded lightly. He held his hands up in surrender.

"I'll make sure they're here, don't worry"

"Okay I'm going to take Katie with me, I'll see you boys later"

Kendall was still sat in the same place he had been talking to his mother her seat now take by Logan.

"Did you hear any of that?" Kendall asked.

"A little" Logan admitted. He sensed Kendall didn't want to talk about it anymore so he changed tactics. "So tonight's going to be our first night in our new place, have anything you want to do in mind?" Kendall gave Logan a suggestive grin "I don't think after a two hour drive and unloading all of your stuff up 2 flights of stairs that you'll have the energy for that"

"We'll see" Kendall smirked "So what are we going to do for the day?"

"Well I need to go home and tell my parents about dinner plus I have a few things I want to bring with us tonight" Kendall agreed. As Logan went to leave Kendall stopped him.

"I know I don't say this enough but thank you, for everything" Logan smiled and gently kissed his boyfriend.

"I know just like I am grateful for everything you did and still do for me" Kendall smiled

"Want to head to your house?" Logan nodded. one more quick kiss and they left.

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"You boys all ready for the big move?" Logan's father, Henry, asked.

"Yea I think so. I have most of my stuff moved down just have one more box to bring with me tonight and then I'm pretty much done. Kendall here though is a little bit further behind" Logan said nudging Kendall with his elbow.

"Hey I'm trying my best I'm just no good with organising stuff like you" Kendall smiled sweetly.

"Flattery will get you no where" Logan scolded lightly.

"Hey its nearly 5, we should head over to Kendall's, Jennifer may need a hand" Joanna, Logan's mother suggested as she entered the living room to find her husband, son and his boyfriend sitting watching the tv. She loved how comfortable Logan was with Kendall around them. It had always been like that of course until they became more than just friends and Logan had been so worried about making his parents uncomfortable. it had taken some time but her son was happy so she was happy.

She had always had a feeling about Logan's sexuality so it wasn't too much of a shock when she found him crying and panicked that he had kissed Kendall and how he was terrified that Kendall was never going to speak to him again and tell everyone at school and how could he have been so stupid. Of course the outcome was very different and Kendall did speak to him again admittedly after taking some time to think about everything but he got there in the end.

"Yea it's weird mom hasn't text me yet either to say shes home. Must have forgotten to charge her phone...again" Kendall said checking his phone again.

"Mom, I'm just going to put the last box in my car, why don't you and dad head oven to Kendall's and we'll follow you guys" Logan suggested.

"Sounds like a plan to me. Joanna you ready?" She nodded once and kissed her son and followed her husband out the door.

"I'm going to grab that box and I'll meet you at my car okay?" Logan disappeared up the stairs while Kendall grabbed the keys to Logan's car and went out the front door. Logan's parents had already left. It stuck him that this was Logan's last time at his parents house before he and Kendall officially moved in together. It must have occurred to Logan to because as he left the house he looked back at it with a sad smile.

"You going to miss living here?" Kendall asked talking the box from Logan's hands.

"Yea but I get to start a new life with you so I guess the trade is worth it" Kendall embraced his boyfriend and smiled.

"Well then I had better go and say goodbye to my house so we can go start that life huh?" Logan agreed and kissed Kendall once before jumping into the car. The drive to Kendall's was short and neither spoke on the way. When they arrived on Kendall's street Kendall saw the police car before he saw anything else.

"Why are there cops outside my house?" Kendall questioned more to himself but Logan was asking the same question. He noticed his parents stood with two officers, both looking considerably upset. Logan pulled up next to his parents car. The fact that both of their cars fit in Kendall's drive way somehow registered to Logan that his mom wasn't home. The worst sinking feeling began to crawl into his chest but before he could look at Kendall the confused blond was already out of the car.

"Mr. Knight?" One of the officers questioned. She was young, mid to late 20's but she wasn't wearing a uniform like the other male officer with her.

"That's me, can I help you officers?" Kendall offered. Logan gone over to his parents. The look his father gave him only increased the feeling in Logan's chest. His father shook his head and Logan stepped closer to Kendall.

"If your father around son?" the male officer spoke this time.

"He's dead. It's just me and my mom and sister. They just went to the store but they should be back soon" Kendall felt Logan on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry for your loss. I'm officer Sarah Davis, this is officer Tim Gold. Is there somewhere we can talk privately?" she asked looking over his shoulder at the Mitchells.

"Logan's my boyfriend. You can talk in front of him and his parents. Look I don't mean to be rude but why are you here?"

"Kendall let the officers talk" Mr. Mitchell suggested. Kendall gave the officers a look to continue. The officers shared a look before conceding.

"Mr. Knight, Kendall, right?" Officer Davis asked gently "I'm here about you Mother and sister...they were involved in car accident earlier today"

Every inch of colour in Kendall's face drained. He felt like the world was spinning but he had to get control of himself. His family needed him.

"Well are they okay? Are they hurt? How did it happen?" too many questions were going through his head. Logan placed a hand on Kendall's shoulder in support but these questions too were running through his mind. Katie and Mrs. Knight were his family too.

"I'm sorry Kendall, your mother was killed in the accident" And that was it.

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So there we go.