Don't Let Me Get Me
Part One
The Girl I Used To Be
Hannah -
It's all my fault. It always is. John Paul turned gay, and it was my fault. No wonder he he turned gay, I mean, look at me! I'm hidious. Sarah and Nancy have tried to convince me otherwise, but I know the truth. I repulse him. And it's my fault Craig turned gay aswell. I shouldn't have kissed him, never mind slept with him! Thats the reason he went off with Jonh Paul, and thats the reason Sarah hasn't came out of her room aswell. If she ever found out I slept with Craig, she'd hate me, and I wouldn't blame her. I hate myself aswell. I just wont things to back to the way they were...
Sarah -
Why do I always go for the wrong guy? I mean, the same thing happens everytime. I meet a guy, I fall for him, then he cheats on me. First Rhys, now Craig. I thought I had found the right guy in Craig, but no. I don't blame him for being gay, I just wish he would have told me. Mabey its because of me? I just wish I could go back, but its too late now. Its done.
Nancy -
Why did Becca have to die? And why did Justin have to put her in that place in the first place? I hate him. And now I've fallen out with Jake aswell! I mean, we have fallen out before, but, with the current circumstances... I know he has to work, but I have to study! I promised Becca that I would really buckle down, but I'm falling further behind by the day! I'm letting her down. I'm letting everyone down. I just want it to go back to normal.
Sarah, Nancy and Hannah all met outside the school gates. They all started complaining about the maths homework the had to do. But inside, all of them were desperate to talk about how much they had on their minds. All of them just wanted the other two to put their arms around them, and tell them it would all be okay. But neither one of the girls let this slip. They all continued to talk about stuff they didn't even care about until the first bell rang. Then they all went their separate ways, with their separate thoughts...