A/N: Hey ok so this is my first fan fic so let me know if there is anything I need to work on. Please review, I would really appreciate it. Thanks and enjoy! Bye the way the whole story is in Susannah's point of view, and she and Jesse are kind of OOC or out of character.

SPOV

I walked down the long hallway, almost on the point to hyperventilation. The hallway was decorated in that fake modern way of all doctor office buildings. I had to go all the way to the end of the hall; I had just stepped off the elevator, and I had a walk ahead of me. I leaned against the wall, closed my eyes, and took a giant breath, and then another.

I felt a soft rubbing on my arms, someone trying to sooth me. I opened my eyes to someone, someone so special that there was no way that I wouldn't do anything he said.

"Susannah, Querida, you want to know, plus you, we, will find out soon enough anyway. Nothing is wrong; they just asked you to come in. I'm a doctor, I tell that to people all the time and sometimes it's not bad news at all, sometimes it's really good. So relax and know that whatever is going on will be ok, and that good or bad, we will get through it together."

I opened my eyes to him, to see his eyes, to see that he was completely and totally telling the truth. Which he was. I breathed a long breath one more time, and we carried on down the hall. We walked into the office, and while I headed to the main desk Jesse went and sat down on one of the two person couches.

"Hi, Susannah De Silva. Doctor Greensburg scheduled an appointment for me today. And I'm sorry to ask but do you have any clue what it's about, because this was very sudden after a routine visit. I'm sorry to bother you; I'll just fill out the form now."

"Don't worry Mrs. De Silva, it's no problem. But I'm sorry I can't tell you because I don't know. Here are the forms, I need all of it, and we will call you back when we are ready." She gave me a weird smile, like maybe she really did know what the meeting was about. Or maybe I was just being paranoid.

While sitting next to Jesse, holding his hand, after completing the form, I couldn't help but think about our past.

He went to the Mission with me for the rest of my schooling, playing along. Father Dominic thought it would be best if Jesse was at a different school all together, but that was where I drew the line, I had lived in a world without him for too long, I wasn't going to anymore. Father Dominic finally gave in, but made our schedules so that we had no class together, only lunch.

Once out of high school, I choose and he followed. So I choose quite nicely. I went to one school with the best education program in California. With an amazing medical program right next door. The college had everything we wanted in our schools, in the same university. The University of California in Los Angeles, he went to the David Geffen School of Medicine, while I went to the School of Education and Information Studies. We both graduated four years later and we both went back for another four. Well technically his last four since he had too, put I went ahead and got my Masters in the teaching of English and history to sixth through ninth graders. Right after he graduated he got his orders, and we moved to Seattle.

Which is where we are now; I am teaching at a middle school in the city, eighth graders both English and History. He is working at the hospital getting through his first few years once piece at a time. And as I waited for my appointment to start, I thought about my mom and Andy. How happy they were, and are, and hoping that I would be that happy with Jesse. We had gotten married just two years ago in a wonderful and beautiful ceremony, perfect for the two of us, and have been blissfully in love ever since.

Breaking my train of thought was Jesse squeezing my hand to let me know that they had just called my name. My eyes got large, and my heart rate went three times faster. The nurse holding the door open gave me a polite smile and led me to Dr. Greensburg's office.

She told us to have a seat and that the doctor would be in with us in a moment. I started freaking out on Jesse the moment she shut the door.

"What if they found something, like cancer, or I don't know some other disease? What if I can't give you children, I know how important they are to you?!"

"Querida, if you can't give me children, that's fine, but stop worrying I don't think that this is anything we need to be worried about. Maybe its good. The gynecologist will fix everything, if anything, that needs to be fixed. Did you ever stop to think for a minute that you might be pregnant?"

I fell back in the chair I had sat so forward on, but before I could reply Dr. Greensburg came in. We stood up and shook her hands, then I sat down in my own little fantasy world, till she most definitely snapped me out of it.

"Mr. and Mrs. De Silva, I'm sorry I called you here on such short notice, thank you for taking time out of your busy lives to meet me. So Susannah, I heard that you were quite nervous about our little visit today. I just wanted to let the two of you know that I did find something during your last exam."

I almost fainted at that statement. I started to break down crying right there and telling Jesse I was so sorry, he tried to hush me, tell me to let the doctor speak. It took me a minute, but I got to the point where she could talk again.

"Susannah, don't worry it's nothing that won't go away in the next nine months. Susannah, you're pregnant."

Now I really started crying, and hugging Jesse, who couldn't write the smile off his face. Dr. Greensburg left us alone but came back needing to take some blood samples again, and give me some prescriptions.

Jesse and I drove home in complete and total heaven.