A/N: So this is just a small preview of the story, if you guys like it I shall write some more.

Disclaimer: I don't own The Chronicles of Narnia or any of it's characters, they all belong to C.S. Lewis.

Edmund's P.O.V:

I was resting below the shade of the trees, deep in my thoughts. We where back at the professor's house for vacations, making it almost a year since we where in Narnia. There hadn't been a day that went by in which I don't think about her, everything I do, everything I see reminds me of her. I hear that someone is coming my way, but I just ignore it when I see it's just Peter.

"There you are Ed! I have been looking for you" Peter said coming to a stop just in front of the spot in which I was sitting. "come and play with us, we are playing baseball and I need you on my team, it's boys vs. girls"

I just looked at my brother, today I wasn't feeling to play any kind of games, for today is a special day, today is Emma's birthday, and all I could think for now is how much I missed her, how much I wanted to be with her. For she is my first and only love and I planned to keep it that way.

-flash back-

I was sting next to Emma, enjoying the banquette held in honor of our wedding, which had taken place earlier in the morning. She was still wearing her white dress, which wasn't something elaborate or extravagant, actually it was quite simple, but that is just her way, keeping things simple, and well she didn't need a gorgeous dress to look pretty. Her brown and wavy hair is let down, and it barely reaches her shoulders. She is smiling from check to check just as I am. I take her left hand in mine and smile at the sight of the golden ring which has a small lion carved into it there are two diminutive diamonds on top of the lion as well as below, one small ruby lays on each side of the carved lion, I have one that is exactly the same which now I held proudly in the ring finger of my left hand.

Peter came to talk to me "guess what Ed?" Peter said smiling.

"you where able to solve the problem with prince Rabadash?" I inquired not that much interested.

"no, better, they have spotted a white doe along the forest! Do you feel like going hunting?" I turned to look at Emma, I really wanted to go and join Peter and my sisters, but I just couldn't leave Emma.

She just smiled at me "go with Pete Edmund"

"are you sure?"

", go with your siblings and enjoy yourself, I shall be waiting for your return"

"you are the best wife, a man could ask for my queen" I said

" I doubt another man would share your opinion, but I appreciate the thought"

I smiled and stood up kissed her goodbye and followed Peter to one of the many exits of the dinner hall.

-end of flash back-

That had been the last time that I saw Emma, when we went hunting for the doe, we found our way through the wardrobe and back to England. I know the way I talk about her makes her seem perfect, but truth is she is not. She can be really exasperating sometimes, specially when she started to explain one of her scientific experiments. And can be really clueless when she wants to. Really everyone knew I was flirting with her, but the girl just didn't got a clue! Susan had to go and tell her for her to notice what I had been doing. Then she has this thing about order, everything must be kept in their place, there shall not be a pencil or book out of its place.

"I don't feel like playing Pete" I said coldly.

"Come on Ed it's been over a year! You got to move on"

"WHAT?" I said angrily standing up "you….you got no idea what….you got no idea…" was all I could manage to mutter, how dare he? This was all his fault! If he hadn't gone to fetch me to go after that stupid doe, then I would still be in Narnia with Emma.

"Ed come back!" Peter called after me as I was walking back to the house.

"ED!" he called but I just ignored him and went inside.

I went to the library, it was a place that I related to Emma instantly and now days it was the closest place in which I could feel like home. I sighted, man I really missed her.

A/N: Please review and let me know what you think.