A small pink cross appears on the display. I feel like crying but I hold the tears back. I shouldn't cry for things like this. I'll work it out. "We will work it out, I promise" I say placing a hand on my belly.
If I think about it, Louis wouldn't be such a bad dad for my baby. And I can't deny he would give it a very important name, he's the prince of Monaco after all, but how could I make him bring up a baby who's not his?
It's Chuck's, I'm sure, but maybe it's better if he doesn't know. We can't take care of ourselves, how could we take care of another life? On the other hand, Chuck has never had a real family, who am I to keep him away from this new one?
"You know baby, If your aunt Serena has here she would help us working it out.." I say while a tear crosses my cheek.
Oh Serena. My beautiful Serena. How could you leave me this way? A car accident. I always thought that she would have put herself in danger dating the wrong person, but Tripp…A married man..
And to think that the last thing she told me was "You know Blair? I'm happy that in the Upper East Side life is always a bed of roses"
A bed of roses my foot! I saw a bed of roses. At her funeral. Those horrible white roses. If I think of that..
"Are you ready my dear?"
Louis' message brings me back to reality.
So.. It seems that Blair is in a little trouble..what do you think of this? I just translated it from Italian so tell me if there are any mistakes please. Love you 3
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