SUICIDE
Jamie Madrox stood on a hill, looking down at the cold dark water.
It's just me and the wind tonight. Me and the wind. It's all that it's ever going to be. Of course it could be me, the wind, and the sea below. Hey, why not? The beautiful call of death that was the sharp, dark grey rocks jutting out of the dark navy and black sea was so tempting. The sea was crashing harshly against the rocks, almost moving them. Both were strong and would be the death of me in a second. In a blink of an eye, I could be gone.
Finally, I could be rid of the world and world of me. Wouldn't that be to everyone's advantage? It'd be to mine.
I've always been the one who everybody picks on. I get picked on because of my powers, I get picked on because I'm the youngest.They dont need a reason to pick on me. This is what they wanted. Right? With me out of their way, they could be happy.Im not all heartless, I left a suicidal letter.
Scott and Jean found the letter on the desk in the living room. Jean opened it and slowly started to read it loud:
"Dear X-men.
I dont know how to start. Actually I have started on this letter 4 times before. I guess I don't know what to say. All I can ask you is why? Why? Why did you choose me to be the one everybody could pick on? Is it because something I have done? Is it because of my powers? Because I'm the youngest? Is it because I'm parentsless? Or is it that simple that its just for fun? Do you know how my time have been all the time I have lived here? Its been a Hell. A real pain Hell. Every night, I have prayed to God to not wake up next morning. How do you think that feels? How its feel to wake up the morning after and find out that it didnt work this time either? Remember the bloody razorblades on the bathroom? I used them, I have cutted in every bad word you have called me on my arms. Its starting to get full there. I'm sorry but I only find one way to be free. You didnt allow me to leave this institute, fine, I'll leave this world.
Jamies A. Madrox." Jean finished
" Oh my God we have to stop him! "Kurt yelled.
" Where can he be?! " Kitty yelled at Kurt.
" I think I know where he is." Jean finished them.
He took a deep breath, breathing in the smell of the ocean, maybe it would be the last scent he would ever breathe. Then he took several steps forward, moving himself closer to the edge of the clifftop and closer to falling into the dark abyss of the ocean below. He slid a foot closer to the edge, feeling the pebbles crunch underneath his shoe.
"This is it James Madrox, this is your ending." he muttered quietly to no one but himself. He jumped. Letting him fall. When he hitted the water and were surrended of its coldness he couldnt hear they others desperate screams and cries.
A/N: ok so this is my first fanfic ever. So please review. And be nice to me.